Self inflicted (1/4/12)

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It's sad
How badly I can hurt myself
Just by simply thinking

I wish I didn't do it
I wish I could stop it
But it's something I've done
for far too long

I over analyze
I try to find meaning in everything
I keep asking myself, why?
And every question in between

I'm making myself depressed
Over things I cannot control
I wish I could stop this
I wish things were better

But I can't change things
I'm not in control
He always is
And I'm just here
Waiting for something good to happen

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