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ok, just to warn you....this is one of those poems you write when your in a really sucky mood.....so you have been warned! read, comment, vote, tell me what you think [please and thank you!]

I'm sorry for all the pain

I'm sorry for all the lies

I'm sorry for all the tears that I have made us cry

I'm sorry for the fact that I can't take any of this back

I'm sorry that I did all of this to you, to me, but to you,

I look at the stranger, staring at me in the face,

Eyes so green, but lost and misplaced

Hair so dark, it's not full brown, but isn't black either, it's more of an ash brown

Lips pursed always in a half smile, half smirk

As I look into those eyes of that girl, I once knew, so full of life, but now lives like nothings new

I can see her pain, hidden behind her beautiful mask,

I hate how this girl is such a stranger, when she's my reflection, looking back at me;

I'm looking back at her

I just stare at her, looking into her soul, I blink and I could've sworn she smirked at me, thinking 'I have no soul' 'remember?'

Sometimes I silently think to myself and sigh, 'yes I do', I hate these feelings,

I'm done feeling like this, I'm tired of feeling this way,

No more feeling lost, I'm going to find that girl, the one I used to be, the one I can recognize,

I'm sick of this shit

I'm so sorry for getting like this,

I wish I hadn't been so naïve

I'm just sorry

I didn't see this sooner...

'It's okay'

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