Poetry

Haunted

this is well my first attempt in a long ass time to write a song, its really raw and needs lots of editing.... I'm trying to do that and fix it as soon as possible. It would be great if I could get some feedback..

peace and love <3

I'm so haunted, by your face, I'm so haunted by this place.

I can't take this ache, I just can't erase.

My heart is gone, I don't know where it's gone.

All I know is just the pain.

I hate all the crying, all the lying;

Waking up the next day, putting on an act like I'm okay.

When inside, all I really want to do is scream, to cry,

to let go and break down.

But I can't die.

I already have once or twice before. I just can't anymore,

but a part of me feels like I have died, inside.

I'm sick of all the lies, I can't believe you told.

It hurts to know what you did.

For a guy who's never acted before you did a great job with me,

pretending that I'm someone you want to be with.

Thanks a lot, I hope it was worth it. (was it worth it?)

Now I don't know if I can even look at you,

talk to you, believe in you, forgive you, forget you.

I'm just stuck in this hell, wondering.

I feel so alone even though, I know I'm not.

It's been a while since I've had to numb myself, go on by myself.

I know I'm capable and strong enough.

That isn't the problem, the problem is you.

You keep doing this to me, it's all in my head.

It just won't let me live.