I had never been pretty or skinny. I was always right in the middle. I was average. However in the middle of my second year of high school I always seemed to be sad. I never wanted to talk to anyone and when I did I just made everything sad. My friends didn't want to deal with it so they just all stopped texting me and talking to me. I couldn't stand being alone. I just slowly started to become numb and invisible. One night I was going through Instagram and I saw one of my old "best friends" picture between her and another girl.
'She is so childish. She wants everything to be about her.' One of them said.
'Yeah and whenever it is she just makes it sad and depressing. OH BOO WHO! Grow up and stop being sad!' The other one responded. The caption read 'sad children these days'. I couldn't take it that night I cried my eyes out. I didn't know what to do so I cut for the first night. When I woke up the next morning I woke up to a cut on my wrist but I didn't care. I knew I had to change and start putting on fake smiles to keep my one friend Nick he was all I had left in the world. That was 2 years ago when I was 16 now I'm 18 and I haven't stopped since then.
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