Save You -One Direction fanfic

The Sleepover

When I walked downstairs I had a hoodie and shorts on with Niall's shirt on underneath.
"Thanks Jackie you can go to bed now." I said.
"Ok ok I get the hint. No funny business though." She said walking up the steps giving us the 'I'm watching you' sign. When she was in her room I ran over to Niall. We quickly started to go into a full on make out.
"I missed you so much." He said in between kisses.
"I missed you too." I said. When we finally calmed down we just talked.
"So how long have we been dating?" Niall asked.
"Well we met in October and its June so about 8 months. Why?" I asked.
"So it's ok if I say this then."Niall said looking into my eyes. "I love you Sarah . I've loved you since I first laid eyes on you." He said pulling me closer to him.
"I love you Niall. I always will." I said giving him a light kiss. As the night went on we stayed like that just talking. At one point we got really bored and started taking pictures. I made my favorite one of me smiling into the camera and him kissing my cheek my screen saver and lock screen on my phone. He made the one I took of us both smiling up at the camera his lock screen. At 2 am we both slowly started to drift off to sleep. I grabbed us both pillows and blankets from the closet. I took off my hoodie and put it on the floor by my couch.
"Hey come here." Niall said looking really confused.
"Why?" I asked.
"Let me see your arm." He said pulling me closer to him. I was quickly brought back down to earth when he said that. It had been 8 months of me cutting almost everyday. My cuts took up almost my whole forearm.
"Sarah I'm so sorry." He said kissing my arm.
"Niall it's not your fault. It's mine." I said.
"No. Sarah it's mine I brought you into my world knowing what you were going through and knowing the fans were not going to handle this well." He said looking like he was about to cry.
"Niall look at me this is all my doing. Your fans words hurt sure but they just fueled the fire that I had already lit inside myself. This is my fault I should have gotten help when this all started. But I didn't." I said taking his face in my hands. "I need to deal with all of this in a different way. You couldn't have done anything about it." I said giving him a quick kiss on the lips.
"Sarah I just want to save you. I don't want you to go through this anymore. Your parents are letting me spend tomorrow here and then I leave the next night. We need to find time to tell them." He said pulling me into a hug.
"Niall I can't tell them this would kill them. I don't need people thinking I'm crazy for cutting. Maybe I just can't be saved." I said.
"Sarah they will not think you are crazy. They will understand that you need help. I'll be here for you no matter what." He said kissing me.
"Fine I have 2 shows tomorrow. I have be at the school at 1:30 for costumes and everything. And then I can come home in between shows and tell them." I said snuggling closer to him.
"Ok that'll be perfect. Do you think it will be ok if I come with you tomorrow? I'll help set stuff up and help with the microphones and stuff." He said.
"I guess I think Mrs.S wouldn't mind." I said letting out a loud yawn.
"You sound tiered. Go get some sleep. I love you." He said giving me a kiss goodnight.
"I love you too. See you in the morning." I said giving him another kiss goodnight.