Save You -One Direction fanfic

The Hospital

When I woke up I wasn't in my bed. I wasn't even in my house. When I looked down I had a hospital gown on. I started to panic as I looked around and saw no one. I started to cry. I started to hyperventilate. All of the sudden the door was pushed open by a nurse.

"Ah Ms. Brown you are finally awake. I guess those antidepressants really do make people tiered." She said looking down at a chart.

"What where am I? How did I get here?" I asked pulling my knees up to my chin.

"You are at the hospital. Your boyfriend brought you in after you tried to kill yourself." She said giving me a look that had pity all over it.

"Where is he? My boyfriend." I asked.

"He's outside I'll let him know you are awake." She said walking out. I started to rock back and forth in my bed. I looked down at my wrist and saw I had a bandage covering most of it. My other hand had an iv in it and a heart monitor on my middle finger. There was a soft knock on the door. When Niall walked in I could see he had been crying. His usual bright blue eyes were now grey and bloodshot from crying.

"Hi." I mumbled into my knee. He didn't even say a word to me. Niall rushed over to my bed and hugged me. I didn't know what to do but cry.

"Niall why did you bring me here?" I asked sobbing into his shoulder.

"Sarah you tried to kill yourself. I heard you crying after your shower and when I ran up to your room I saw you laying on your bed with a razor screaming I wanna die. I didn't know what to do. I thought the bleeding would stop but it didn't. You passed out and I had to bring you to the hospital." He said letting tears roll down his cheeks.

"What happened when I got here?" I asked trying to wipe my tears away.

"They bandaged up your cuts and gave you an iv. Then they started you on a small dosage of antidepressants. Sarah you were a reck. The whole time we were in your room you kept screaming let me die and I wanna die. I brought you here in only a towel." Niall said. He was still crying as he told me everything that happened. I leaned in towards him and wiped away his tears.

"Niall I'm so sorry. I never wanted you to see me like that. You deserve someone much better then me." I said curling up in another ball.

"Sarah look at me! Don't you dare ever say that again. I want you and only you. No matter what someone tells you. I love you and nothing will ever change that. If I didn't love you then why am I still here? If I didn't love you I would have left on my plane last night but I didn't I got management to get me a hotel for a week so I could stay with you." He said leaning towards me and taking my hands. "Sarah I'm in love with you and nothing will ever change that." Niall said giving me a kiss.

"Wait you said you skipped your flight last night. If this all happened on a Saturday night that means I slept a whole day." I said.

"Yeah they said you lost a lot of blood and then the antidepressants made you sleep more." Niall said.

"Do my parents know?" I asked.

"Yeah they were here yesterday but they had work today. Your parents were freaking out when I answered your phone. They should be here soon they both took half days." Niall said. "What made you want to kill yourself anyways? You seemed do happy until we drove home." Niall asked. I was dreading this question. I didn't want to say anything. I just stared at Niall.

"Sarah please tell me." Niall pleaded. I took a deep breath before I started to talk. "AshleyandAlexis." I mumbled making sound like one word.

"What I didn't understand you Sarah. Please tell me I need to know why I almost lost you." Niall said looking like he was about to cry.