Crimson red.

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TRIGGER WARNING: BLOOD, SELF HARM, SUICIDE.

Crimson red.
I never knew how to define that colour before.
But now I know, it's the colour that appears when you're screaming just hoping to drop dead.
It's the colour that appears when you're trying to get the help you just can't ask for.
It's the colour that appears when you're failing at every single one of your goals.
It's the colour that's appears when you're making yourself throw up because you can't stop sobbing.
It's the colour that appears when your mind controls.
It's the colour that appears when your cuts from last night are still painfully throbbing.
It's the colour that appears when you're cutting secretly.
It's the colour that appears when you want to give in.
It's the colour that appears when you realise you've been more suicidal recently.
It's the colour that appears when the secret is written all over your skin.

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