Just some shitty poems❤️

Explaining

Your finger stains linger on my skin.
I said no which of course that resulted in a beating.
Now I'm left explaining to everyone why they can't touch me where your hands have been.
Because you always screamed my body was not mine but was in your possession and for your entertainment greeting.

Because from a young child I was always told that "Prince Charming" will make me a queen.
But I couldn't help but think, why can't I make myself royalty?
Repeatedly told to stop being stupid and give up on that thought which was just so obscene.
Because I had to stay faithful to a Prince Charming who only ever displayed his disloyalty.

His disloyalty laid at my feet to blame.
I was a prude, I didn't offer him all his desires.
I was not a human but a mere use of his wild games.
Branded with a date to constantly shag until my date expires.

I was only useful when he needed a release.
My body was no longer in existence it had long been destroyed.
My childhood dream of becoming a queen quickly decreased.
But I couldn't escape, I had to live the false believe that my life i enjoyed.

Because I enjoyed being shoved down into a bed.
Because I enjoyed having hands  over my mouth to stop me shouting.
Because I enjoyed being poked and slapped until my legs were spread.
Because I enjoyed the bruises left from his pounding.

Because I enjoyed being the latest exception of a queen