Just some shitty poems❤️

Finally allowing myself to move on

No trigger warning needed.
Please don't copy these poems as they are meaningful to me and are about my personal experiences💞
I wish I could be happy.
I want to forget you.
I don't even know you anymore anyways.
You threw away everything we went through.

Am I just a fucking memory to you?
Just some girl?
Just some dirt at the bottom of your fucking shoe?
Just someone to tell your bullshit to?

You told me you needed me
That you loved me and wanted me.
I was so god damn sedated on the way you made me feel.
Oh but baby we weren't best suited.

So here's your fucking goodbye.
The word I'm so terrified to say.
I swear to god I hope you die.
I wished I never listened to your promises to stay.

I could never see you with a girl like me.
Guess what we had was just fantasy.
Full of lies, mistrust and heartbreak.
You caused me so much pain I'm finally releasing.

Occasionally I may think of you but baby I won't be coming back to you.