The Life of Being a Foster Kid//5sos **ON HOLD**

Chapter 21: Thinking of the old times.

LIV
We waited until we got to a hotel. When we got out of the car Luke held me closer than before. "Luke I thought we were going home?" I asked as we made our way to the elevator. "You really think I'm letting you go back to the house? Michael called me saying that they were surrounding the place and Ashton got us a room here!" He said smiling. "A room?" I asked pretending to be angry. "With only one bed..." He said scared. "Luke I was kidding!" I said giggling. He chuckled and we went into the elevator. He clicked the top floor. "Luke what kind of room did he get?" I asked with wide eyes. "Well I kinda used him as an excuse so you didn't think I got us a suite..." He said nervously smiling.

LUKE
I started to chuckle nervously when out of no where she kissed me. I kissed back and didn't let go. "I love you." She said parting. "I got it just for you princess!" I said towering over her. "Really?" She asked as I pushed her against the wall. "Most definitely." I said smirking. "And I also know that it's the only occupied room on this floor so we can make as much noise as we want!" I said as she bit her lip. "Then we better start." She said kissing me, but jumping on my back. I laughed as she brought out her phone to take a picture. "Luke how would you feel if I just locked you out of the room?" She said as I put her down to unlock it. "I'd have to punish you!" I said handing her the key so I could get our bags from outside the elevator. I brought her's  first. Just as I was bringing mine down. I watched as she grabbed her stuff and got in the room and shut the door. "Liv let me in!" I called laughing. "Nope!" She said giggling. "Luke say hi to your fans and the boys!" I heard her say. I looked down and noticed I didn't have my phone, she does. "Liv you don't know my password!" I said laughing. "My Touch ID is already in it remember?" She said giggling yet again. "Now who gets the last laugh!" She said laughing harder than before. "When will I be allowed back in?" I asked. "After I take a shower." She said about to walk away. "Wait sing me a song that you think describes your life or use to describe your life!" I screamed through the door frowning. "Luke I-" "Just try?" I whispered. I heard her sigh and sit. I'm guessing she sat by the door. "Can I change the lyrics?" She asked. "Mhm." I said leaning back closing my eyes. I'd never actually heard her sing. I just knew she did because of what she said.

"They would yell, they would scream, they were fighting it out
I would hope, I would pray, I was waiting it out
Holding onto a dream
While I watch these walls fall down
Sharp words like knives, they were cutting me down
Shattered glass like the past, it's a memory now
Holding onto a dream
While I watch these walls fall down

Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home

Wrote it down on the walls, I was screaming it out
Made it clear, I'm still here, are you listening now?
Just a ghost in the halls
Feeling empty, they're vacant now
All the battles, all the wars, all the times that you've fought
I'm the scar, I'm the bruises, I'm the pain that you brought
There was life, there was love
Like a light and it's fading out

Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home

You've gotta let it go, you're losing all your hope
Nothing left to hold, locked out in the cold
You painted memories then washed out all the scenes
I'm stuck in between a nightmare and lost dreams

Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Hey mum, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
This broken home" she ended. I could hear her crying.

OLIVIA
I started to cry. I slid the key card under the door and crawled to another room and sat against the wall. I put my head on my knees crying. I heard the door unlock and Luke walk in. "Liv?" He said shutting the door. "Baby are you okay?" He asked walking around. "I can't do this anymore Luke." I said loud enough only he could hear. "Princess it will be okay I promise! I'm here for you! There's no one who could hurt you!" He screamed continuing his search. I just chuckled. "You can't promise that, Luke. My dad gets out soon." I said continuing to chuckle. "He'll find his way. And fuck does he find me fast! You know I ran away once, but then my bullies found me running and kidnapped me. They hid me in a trunk and then dumped me in another state. As soon as word got out I was gone my dad found me the next day. No one knew where I was except for him. That was the night he started selling me as a prostitute. Funny part was I didn't know I was because he drugged me. And I didn't know until the other day when a guy called me asking if my dad was still selling me. I hung up as fast as I could. It's scary Luke. Knowing that I was so drugged that when someone called my phone my automatic answer was yes. It's scary knowing that I thought I was a normal kid, but I wasn't actually. I was a drugged, raped, and unworthy excuse of a human being." I said looking up to meet Luke's eyes. Tears streaming down my face. "Liv you don't ever have to go through that ever again!" He said squatting in front of me. "If only you knew that when I say soon I mean tomorrow. And he knows where I am because of my mom."