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Chapter 7

*Ally POV*

*Flashback*

"You're not yourself anymore!" I yelled, my voice shaking as she slammed the door. I broke down in tears as my mind was trying to process what just happened. I didn't know if I had lost her, I didn't know if I even had her to begin with.

I felt a hand on my shoulder and a presence in front of me as I sat on the floor with my hands covering my face. "Ally." I heard a voice say. I opened my eyes and it was Danny, he held me and I broke down once again.

*End of Flashback*

I woke up lightheaded, yet my brain felt heavy. My back ached and I didn't notice where I was until Stevie started to move on the seat we were sharing.

"Goodmorning." She told me in a raspy but adorable morning voice.
"Good morning." I said back, noticing the sad and very concerned look on her face.
"You feeling better?" She asked me as she moved my hair away from my face. I couldn't help but smile though I quickly looked down and broke eye contact remembering what had happened yesterday.

"I think I'm fine now." I nodded slightly. "Thank you for staying."

She smiled and gently kissed my forehead. We stared at each other for a while. I don't know what she was thinking when she was staring but I could tell she was thinking about something. I leaned in and kissed her lips softly and rubbed her cheeks.

"I promise, I'm okay." I gave her a soft smile and she hesitantly smiled back. I don't blame her, knowing me I probably didn't use the right tone of voice or maybe I didn't look like I meant what I said. I doubted myself as well though I really did feel fine. We continued to stare at each other. She was beautiful - even with yesterday's makeup on. Her eyes dilated against mine and that's when I knew that I would be okay as long as I'm with her.
And even if my stubborn self decides to not be okay, I'd gladly force myself to be okay, for her. No matter how non-genuine that may sound.

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As we were driving back to my apartment I got lost in my thoughts. Memories of what Sam did to me and the things I did to distract myself from her came flooding back. I cringed as I quickly tried to push these thoughts away to the back of my mind, but that didn't work. Just as soon as I was about to start hyperventilating Stevie interrupted my thoughts.

"I want to stay with you but I need to pick up some clothes from my apartment and feed my cats." She said as I realized we were going in a different direction to where my apartment was. My face lit up a bit when she mentioned she had cats, but the sad thoughts came back and overpowered the thought of getting to meet them. "Mhm." was all I could get myself to say. She looked at me with a slightly irritated face then turned back to the road as I went back to my thoughts.

*Stevie POV*

I didn't want to lash out on her so I decided not to say anything back. I don't want her to tell me anything she's not ready to tell me. Even if we were official, she wouldn't be obligated to tell me.

"I really wanna cuddle with you all day but I really want to take you out." I said chuckling a little to break the silence and noticeable tension in the car but all she did was smile at me. I got irritated once again by her lack of effort but just as I was about to say something she said, "Why not both?". We smirked at each other and exchanged a look.

"Alright missy, sure, we can do that. But we're doing it at my place." I said back, looking at her from the corner of my eye.
"Doing it?" She said jokingly and raised her eyebrow. I laughed and bit my lip to keep myself from blushing. I could tell she was looking at me. "Ally, stop staring at me." I said, pretending to be annoyed but I didn't mean that and she knew it. We exchanged short glances as I needed to watch the road but before I knew it I saw Ally lean towards me. We burst into laughter as her seatbelt got stuck. "Oh noo.." she pouted and fixed her seatbelt. I couldn't help but say "Aw." at how adorable she was being. She leaned in once again to kiss my cheek but I turned my head swiftly so that our lips touched instead. We kissed for barely a second then I pulled away to get back to driving. She continued to kiss me and gave me multiple pecks on the cheek, neck, and shoulder before taking one if my arms, kissed it as well, and hugged it. I smiled as we arrived to the apartment complex.

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I led her up the stairs towards where my apartment was, occasionally looking back and giving her flirtatious smiles as she giggled at me.
I unlocked the door but before I got the chance to open it, she grabbed my wrists and pushed me onto the door and began to kiss me roughly. I dropped my keys and cupped my hands on her face to deepen the kiss. My hand moved around the door in an attempt to find the doorknob. Once I did I opened the door and we laughed against each others' lips as she accidentally almost pushed me over but we managed to keep our balance without breaking the kiss. I pulled away and saw the lust and frustration in her eyes.

I closed the door and led her to my bedroom. I took off my shirt without breaking eye contact, Ally did the same. I laid her down on the bed as I slowly made my way up to her face. I looked at her and saw that there was little frustration left, there was more love in her eyes than there was lust. I leaned in and I kissed her softly. Her hands moved onto my waist, she pushed me hard against her body and began to kiss me more roughly, tugging on the back of my bra before she unhooked and tossed it. My lips moved away from her mouth, down to her jawline then to her neck. She let out a small moan and threw her head back after I kissed a certain spot on her neck, I stayed on that spot as my hand slowly moved down her body to her pants. I unbuttoned her jeans and went back to kissing her lips. I played with the lining of her underwear and moved my tongue throughout her mouth. She was very patient with the teasing but as soon as I placed my hand inside her underwear, her entire body flinched. I smiled and slowly circled my finger on her clit. She hummed against my lips as I finally put my fingers inside of her. Her breathing got faster and erratic as I pushed my fingers deeper into her.

She bit my lip as I pulled away from her mouth in order to get to her neck. I sucked on the spot she loved aggressively as she arched her back, nearing climax.

I lifted her head and kissed her softly. She looked at me like she was about to tell me something. Instead, she flipped me over and crashed her lips on mine, kissing me aggressively. I thought about what was going through her mind but I soon found myself kissing back, not caring anymore.

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i'm busy tomorrow but i really want to update so hopefully another one this weekend :)

i put the sex scene in there to move along with the story since i had a bit of a writers' block so sorry if it's a bit stale. :s hopefully i did an okay job at it and it wasn't that sudden? ^^

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