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Chapter 13

*Stevie POV*

"Hey." I heard a soft voice say to me. I opened my eyes and saw a familiar face which made me smile instantly. "Hi.." I responded while tracing my finger around the features of her face. "Last night was amazing, thank you." I added. She smiled shortly and gave me a kiss. "I love you." Ally said after she pulled away. I smiled back. "I need to talk to you." I told her a bit ashamed to have ruined this moment. "We're always talking." She said as I saw her eyes travel down to my lips. 

I pulled her into me and kissed her gently but meaningfully. I wanted to pull away and just talk but at the same time I wanted to give her this, and I needed it. I climbed on top of her and kissed her even deeper. Just as my hand was about to go down to her area, her phone alarm went off. I stopped but just as I was about to move away from her, she grabbed my arm and looked into my eyes. I first took the alarm as a sign to stop and just talk instead but seeing the lust projecting from her eyes made me pull back in. Ally flipped me onto my back with little force and took dominance. 

Her tongue entered my mouth and suddenly my thoughts began to flood back into my mind. I pulled away immediately and she looked at me with a disappointed but very concerned face. "What's wrong?" Ally asked me as if she thought she had done something wrong herself. "I just have way too much on my mind right now." I sighed. Ally nodded understandingly and got off of me. I turned to my side to be able to face her. "I'm sorry." I apologized. She looked at me with a blank face. "Don't be." She said while reaching out to feel my face. Ally pulled her hand back and stared at the ceiling. 

I sighed and mentally slapped myself. Why does she have such an effect on me? How did I fall head-over-heels for her so fast? She's probably thinking the same thing. For some reason, our old relationships were the problem. Usually you'd think that past relationships are something you as an individual would have to handle but I want to solve this with her. Days into the relationship and she's already turned me into absolute mush. I glanced over to her and saw that she was still looking up at the ceiling. We still weren't a hundred-percent comfortable with each other. 

"Maybe we should have waited a little longer before going into this.." I said, interrupting the silence. Ally turned her head to face me and looked at me like I was crazy. "Please don't ever say that again." She asked me. Ally knows I'm right but neither of us want to accept that. "I just don't want this to be an unhealthy relationship." I stated. "It won't be, we'll get through this together, I promise." She told me. "You're too far away from me, come here." I pouted after a while of quietness. Ally rolled over to my side of the bed and wrapped her arm around my head. I took a deep breath, I felt safe again. 

"My highschool boyfriend is coming to LA for a few days." I blurted. Ally's breathing suddenly hitched. "That's why I was acting so weird yesterday." I continued. Her grip tighten and I felt her body getting tense. I hugged her tighter in an attempt to comfort her. "It's fine." I told her. "We're on good terms. You can even meet him if you want, he's a really nice guy." I suggested. "That sounds nice." She unclenched her teeth. "Are you worried about something?" I looked up at her. "No, I just thought for a second there that you-" I interrupted her. "That I what?" I asked, getting a bit worked up myself and dreading what I was about to hear. "I don't know. I thought you were going to tell me the story of you and him or if you'd still probably love him if you weren't.." Ally stopped speaking. I was speechless. "Oh god, please don't take what I just said the wrong way. I just meant to say that I get really jealous sometimes even when I shouldn't be." She apologized. "I'm sorry, I get really possessive and I think that's one of my biggest flaws." Ally looked down. "I'm sure that's another trait of yours that I'll grow to love." I assured her and gave her a soft kiss. 

She was being ignorant but it was okay. I'd assume that her protectiveness and "possessiveness" that she claims to have clouded her judgement and way of thinking. "I actually do want to meet him. Like, I really hope you were serious on that offer." Ally told me. "Of course." I smiled and hugged her. 

"Stay here." Ally instructed and put on a shirt before leaving the room. I missed her already but I tried not to be bothered because of it. Minutes later she came back in with a tray and pancakes. "You know, you're actually my favorite?" I told her. "Obviously." She said almost immediately. "What's that suppose to mean?" I chuckled while giving her a look. "Oh, nothing. I just know you love me." Ally smiled. "You are so cocky!" I exclaimed though I do admit that I sort of liked it. She gave me a lingering kiss. 

"I have to go back to my apartment." She whispered against my lips. I pouted then suddenly remembered something. "Aren't you behind?" I asked her. "You can always move in with me, if you want." I added before she could even say anything. Ally looked at me like that was the dumbest idea she's ever heard. "That is the dumbest idea I've ever heard." She said. "Come on, let's U-Haul it." I insisted. "Listen, moving in with you right now would be the equivalent of getting your name tattooed onto my forehead." Ally said sarcastically. I rolled my eyes. "You know I'm kidding, but I want to come with you, if that's alright. I want to see Noodle." A smile formed on her face. "Of course, we'll go after you eat." She said and took a pancake off my plate before disappearing into the bathroom. 

A short, transitional chapter written by sleep deprived and barely-driven-by-caffeine me. Thanks for the comments/votes and retweets on twitter, I really do appreciate them. 

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