What Is Love ? by Wattynella

chapter 18 - Get together party

Lassy's POV :

Nagkulong lang ulit ako dito sa kwarto . This is our last day of retreat pero ayoko na ring sulitin.It makes lang the situation soooo complicated.I dont want to see him,I really dont want >.<

" Laaaaaasssyyy "

" oooooh ? msyado ka nmang paranoid ! bakit ba kung makasigaw ka end of the world ? "

" Tara lets go,Ms.Lannie allowed us to go out for shopping . Remember ? this is our last night "

" At kailan ka pa naatat sa ganyan aber ? Kikay ka na ba Eloisa at hindi na sentimental ? Is that a new you ? "

" stop whining . Kailangan na nating magmadali . We'll go to the best boutique . I want us to be gorgeous this night "

" what if ayoko ? "

" Then you'll regret it . You'll see us in our very best while you are just wearing your jammies ? ohh It's a big no no my dear . C'mon ! "

" ok you convince me . Wait me I'll fix myself "

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" oh my God Lassy .. You're gorgeous "

" parang I want to back out na nga eh "

" what ? Naririnig mo ba sarili mo ? You can't do it . You'll be with me "

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Nandito na kami ngayon sa party . Good thing is masquerade ang tema kaya people couldn't recognize me.Nakaupo lang ako while people enjoying with their partners.Sana di nalang talaga ako pumayag.Booooring !

" Good evening to everyone . May I have ur attention ? May i-aanounce lang ako that prove na this retreat made us a better person . You may stand up here Mr.Spencer. Let's give him a round and warmth of applause "

The crowd clap as if there's no tomorrow .

wait . whaat ? Is it seb ? sya lang naman may pangalang spencer,edi sya . I should've expected him .

" Good Evening .. Sobrang thankful ako sa retreat na ito that it almost help me to be true to myself.It never comes to my mind to do itb ecause I know that it'll come up with nothing . Then The retreat came and I met someone that pushed me to change my belief and to be strong and brave enough to surpass this dilemma.I'll cut my speech now as soon as possible coz I know you may fall asleep * crowd laughs * I want to announce that I finally confirm to myself that this girl is a very special and I can't afford to lose her."

biglang nagtilian ang mga babae

" uhhh .. how sweet " people commented

" who's the lucky girl ? "

aww . natatakot ako . Natatakot ako na baka totoo nga na Im nothing with her .

Bakit ba ako nagkakaganito ? and I damned hate it .

" With all my respect and heart felt gratitude. I want you to believe with me . I want you to give me a chance to show you how much I love you "

I dont think so na kaya ko pang marinig ang sasabihin niya .

" The girl who stole my

heart,the one who putted butterflies in my stomach and . . "

This time tumayo na ako at lumabas . I wish that I didn't get people's attention coz I removed my mask dahil parang hindi na ako makahinga sa sakit .

Why I am acting like this ? this is not me . Siguro ako ang nagbago .

Then I realize na sinusundan na pala ako ni Seb .

" Lassy wait "

I ran as fast as I can . Lagi nalang akong tumatakbo at lagi naman syang humahabol , hindi ba siya napapagod ? hindi ba sya nagsasawa sa pagtataboy ko sa kanya ?

Nasa highway na ako . Trying to be far away from him eventhough na maliit lang talaga ang pagitan namin .

Tumawid ako para malayo sa kanya . then

* peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep *

O.O

" Laaaaasssssyyy "

" Booooogggggssssshhhg "

Nasa langit na ba ako ? Napadilat ako at for Gods' sake

Im alive

. But how ..

O.O

" seeeeeeeebbb "

Y.Y

Lumapit ako sa kanya . He's bleeding . Inalalayan ko siya .

" No seb .. Nooo Im sorry seb .. Ako yun eh*sob ,* Not you . why did you do it ? someone *sob please heeeelllpp us . Seb don't sleep pls . I know *sob* you can diba your strong ? prove it * sob sob * "

" L-lassy I - I love Y -You "

Then he passed out .

O.O

" Noooooooooo .... " I buried my face on him .

" M-mahal din k-kita s-seb "

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read lang po .

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