My Fucked Up Life.

Why..

Why do you ignore me?
Treat me like I'm not really important..
Then get upset and apologetic.

Why do you make me feel this way?
So in love with you,
But never able to have you.

Why am I nothing.
You fall behind,
Hand me my glasses and say nothing.
When she turns around,
You're catching up and apologizing for falling back.
You fake trip and she giggles.

Why is that all I am?
I say fuck you as loud as I can
you turn your head and look at me.

You know exactly how I feel.

You know that when the anger leaves, I start crying.

You know I view myself as nothing to you.

So why are you making me feel like this.