Got Til' Its Gone

III. | such a bitch.

I damn near tackled her and closed the door to keep her away from those bullets. I'm laying on top of her sheilding her with my hands over her ears. She's shook crying and shaking. She's lived here all her life she should be used to this by now. The rounds stopped, but I didn't get up just in case they started up again. "I'm so sick of this." She screamed still shaking under my body. Finally, I get up and help her off of the floor. "You aight Jade?" I asked helping her off of the floor. She nodded her head. "No disrespect, but shouldn't you be used to this by now? You've lived in Compton all your life and hell you're fucking KD's girl." She looked at me and rolled her eyes. "Let's just get something straight right now. First of all, I'm no longer his 'girl' . Secondly, Kevin never conducted business around me out of respect for my safety." She said plopping down on the couch. I sat down next to her and she rolled her eyes. "Whatchu think they doing up there?" I asked trying to make conversation. "I don't know, it's not my business." She said dryly. She grabbed her Walkman off the table and started to tune me out. I snatched her headphones off of her head and threw her Walkman down on the table. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" she spat getting off of the couch. I got up as well. "That's some disrespectful shit. I'm talking to you and you put headphones on like you don't hear a nigga trying to communicate with your rude ass." I screamed. She didn't say anything she just glared at me like she was killing me in her head. She sat back down and crossed her arms. "Are you calm?" I asked sitting down next to her. "Boy fuck you. You can go." She said putting her headphones back on her head. Im not even gone try to talk to her again. I just walk to the back to find pistol so we can go. I kept walking down the hallway until I found her room. Soon as I got to the door, I heard the both of them moaning. I guess I have to deal with Jade's rude ass a little longer.
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What are they doing up there?"she asked as I walk back into the living room. I ignored her and sat back down. "Hellooo, I'm talking to you!" She snapped. "I hear you ma, don't do all that." I said slapping her hand out of my face. "Well you didn't answer." So I thought you didn't." She said mugging me. "So what they doing?" She asked sarcastically. "Something you need to be doing. Getting fucked." I laughed. I guess she didn't find that funny because she's looking at me like I slapped her momma. I must admit even though she's pissing me off, this little attitude is making me want her even more. I could help her get rid of this attitude real quick. "Not funny." She rolled her eyes. "I'm just saying, you always mad. Like you ain't getting none." I shrugged. "How do YOU know I'm not?" she asked with attitude. "You wasn't like that when you was with KD. You was always nice and sweet and now you act like such a bitch. No disrespect ma I ain't calling you out your name." I said rubbing my head. She didn't respond she just rolled her eyes and looked down at her feet. "I don't know what happened with you and that nigga, but you can't let that shit weigh on you like that." I guess I hit a nerve when I said that because she started crying. I know she wasn't going to talk to me about it so I just let her be. "Jade?" I called. She didn't answer me, so I just took it upon myself to try to console her. She tried to push me off but I didn't let her. Even though she's been a Bitch to me all week, but ima let that rock, because she need this right now. She continued to try to push me off her, and I didn't budge so she just cried on her shoulder. "Jade?" I called. "What?" She sniffled.
"You alright ma?"I asked pulling away to look at her face. She nodded her head and pulled away from me. She closed her eyes and laid back on the couch. "Don't tell nobody that I let you hug me. You know I don't fuck with you." She laughed. That's the first time I've seen her really laugh since she's been back. "Ya lil secret safe with me ma." I laughed. "You really just don't want nobody to know I seen you cry." I continued laughing. "I wasn't crying, I have allergies." She said playfully pushing me. "What you allergic to?" I asked. "Your big head ass." She said in tears from laughter. I stopped laughing and looked at her. I really want to tell her that I want her but she probably not even feeling a nigga like that. Fuck it, ima tell her anyway. "Jade?" "Yeah?" She looked up.
"I got something to tell you." I said really low. "Im listening." She said playing with her hair.

"Well um, I been feeling you for a long ass time and....."

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