Lost H.S

Chapter 2

A picture of Abby at the top. I thought of Kat cause she's different from who you normally get plus I love her.

I just stared at her.

This can't be happening. She can't be standing in front of me right now, I must be imagining it. She looks exactly like I remember her. Red hair, cute smile, hypnotising green eyes.

She gave a weird look before walking past me while holding some white flowers. I just stared at where she stood with my mouth open. Am I hallucinating?

That was the same look she gave me when we first met. What just happened was how we met.

I finally shook myself out of it and turned around and my shoulders slumped. She's gone, I imagined it.

She really is gone.

I jogged over to my car and left to go back to Kyle's. I don't call it home because my home is with her.

When I got to the house  I saw his car in the driveway and I already know that Lindsey is here. My thoughts were correct when I heard her laughing when I unlocked the door.

As soon as they heard the door slam the laughing stopped and footsteps could be heard. They both stopped when their gaze met mine. I noticed Kyle's sympathetic look when he checked me over. I must look like a mess from crying.

"you went?" I nodded my head as I slipped my shoes off. I walked past them and into my room. I slipped my jacket off and threw it on the bed as I walked over to the bathroom.

I stood in front of the mirror. I look like I'm sick. My skin is pale and I have dark circles under my eyes from lack of sleep.

I turned the tap on and splashed my face I then closed my eyes and thought of her, when don't I?

I reopened my eyes but she wasn't standing behind me. She didn't have her arms around me. Before I knew what I was doing I had punched the mirror.

I watched as the clear water turn red and I didn't even hear the door being burst open. I heard Kyle curse as he reached for a towel and wrapped it around my bleeding hand.

He pushed me out of the room and into the kitchen. I sat down on a chair as he checked my hand "Jesus Christ Harry this is the fourth time you've broken one of my mirrors"

I mumbled 'I'm fine' which made him shake his head as he picked out the last bit of glass "you're not fine Harry. You need to see someone; you can't keep being like this"

He bandaged my hand and then threw away the bloody towel "I don't need to see anyone"

He sat in a chair next to me "you've tried to commit suicide six times, you're not sleeping and you barely say a word. You lost someone you love, we lost someone we love but you can't keep your feelings bottled up, you need to see someone, anyone"

"I don't need help" but I know I'm lying. I know I need to see someone but the only person I'll open up to is Abby"

I stood up from the chair and walked into my room. I took my shirt off and laid on the bed and looked to the empty space next to me and the memories of when we'd just lay in bed, just looking at each other. I would trace her skin with my fingers and then she'd smile and kiss me, says she loves me. I'll never have that again.

I groaned when there was a knock on the door and Kyle slipped through "get a shirt on" I rubbed my eyes and sat up giving him a look. He ignored me and threw my shirt at me "lads night, remember?"

"I'm not going"

"yes you are now hurry up we're already late" with that he walked out of the room. I sighed knowing he won't back down and slipped the shirt on and picked up my jacket.

Kyle smiled when I walked into the living room "you don't have to drink" I never thanked Kyle for keeping an eye on me. He's always been an older brother to me and I know he's the only one apart from Abby who could tolerate me and my shit.

I drove us to the bar since I wasn't going to drink and I saw the other guys standing outside. They cheered when they saw Kyle but stopped when they saw me. Nate smiled at me "haven't seen you in a while"

I put my hands in my pockets as we walked inside "just got back" he slipped his arm around my shoulder as we reached the bar "missed ya' mate" I tried to smile but I couldn't so I nodded instead.

Nate just like Kyle is like a brother to me. They were both there for me.

Sam ordered everyone shots but Kyle nudged him and I know he nodded towards me. The bartender, Luke I think, placed 4 shots and a glass of water in front of us.

For the past hour they all have been drinking while I stayed with my water. Sam, Nate and Ryan moved to the dancefloor as Kyle stayed with me. I know he's keeping his eye on me in case I do something.

My head snapped up when I heard a laugh I am way to familiar with.

My eyes widened at the sight of Abby laughing with Luke. Again she looked the exact same as this morning.

She waved at Luke "say hi to Savannah for me" she then picked up her coat and left the bar.

I heard Kyle choke on his drink "holy shit"

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