I've lost my mind.
That's the second time I've seen her today and I can't take it.
"I have to go" I quickly slipped my jacket on while Kyle jumped from his seat "Harry wait!"
I ignored him as I took the back entrance and stood in the alleyway. I pressed my hands on the wall as I leant forward, resting my forehead on it.
I heard the door open and shut behind me "I'm going crazy"
I pressed my forehead further into the wall as the memories of her smile and laugh came.
"Harry.."
"I'm going insane! I'm seeing my dead fiancée Kyle! I should be locked up" I could feel the blood dripping from my forehead and I leant away from the wall.
Before he had the chance to speak I walked away into the busy street. I could hear him shouting my name as I continued to walk towards the road.
Just as I stepped foot on the road I was pulled back and pushed into a wall "you're not crazy Harry! I saw her too"
My head snapped up "you saw her too?" He nodded his head with eyes wide "that was definitely Abby" he gave me a sympathetic look as soon as he said her name, waiting for me to shout but this time I didn't.
"I'm not crazy?" Kyle let go off me and gave me a look "well you did just nearly walk into the road and that's not the first either"
I didn't answer him as I noticed red hair not that far away. She was looking down at her phone as she typed away. I pushed him away as I made my way over to her.
I heard Kyle curse under his breath "Harry!" I ignored him as I stalked over to her and stopped a few steps behind her.
"Abigail?"
She turned around at the sound of my voice and looked surprised "you're the guy from the cemetery?"
All the hope I had had gone.
Her head tilted to the side in confusion, leaving a cute expression on her face "how'd you know my name?"
My heart shattered even more.
I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out.
She doesn't know who I am.
I felt a hand on my shoulder "come on Haz" Kyle smiled at her apologetically "sorry about him he's a bit drunk" she smiled in understanding and Kyle had to practicly force me away from her.
She's alive.
She doesn't know who I am.
But she's alive.
All this time I've been grieving she's been alive. I held her hand as they turned the life support off.
How is she alive?
I could feel my body shaking as Kyle dragged me to the car and took the keys out of my pocket. Lucky for us Kyle isn't a lightweight.
He was quick to get us to the house. He unlocked the door and let me in first. I walked into the living room and saw a mug on the coffee table.
Without thinking I picked it up and threw it at the wall. I ran a hand through my hair as I paced the room "she's alive"
"Harry calm down" I ignored him as I continued to walk back and forth "she's alive Kyle!" I went to punch the walk but Kyle grabbed my wrist and yanked me away before I do more damage to my hand.
"Harry you need to calm down" I shook my head "I watched her die! We went to her funeral. How the fuck is she alive?!"
"I don't know what's going on okay. We can call Jake, maybe he knows what's going on" I sat down on the couch and rested my head in my hands.
"He wouldn't keep something like this from me"
"Just try to get some sleep and you can talk to him tomorrow" I slowly nodded my head and walked into the bedroom already knowing I won't be able to sleep.
I spent the night just staring at the ceiling with Abby the only thing on my mind. I swear if Jake's been hiding this from me I'm gonna kill him.
I mean why would someone lie about someone dying?
Once the clock said 6am I took a quick shower before leaving. It only took a ten minute walk to reach the little coffee shop I know he'd be at. It also happens to be the place where Abby and I met.
As soon as I walked in I saw Jake sitting by a table with his laptop. I strode over to him and stood in front of him. He looked up when he felt my presence.
His eyes widened as he took out his earphones "Harry when did you get back?" My hands clenched at my sides.
"Cut the crap Foster" he visibly gulped as he closed his laptop. He packed his stuff quickly and stood up "I have to go I'm gonna be late for work"
He was quick to pass me and practicly run out of the building. I followed after him and stopped him from getting into his car "what are you hiding?"
His hands shook as he tried to get passed me "me? I'm hiding nothing"
"So you don't know that Abby's alive?" He stopped what he was doing and sighed "how'd you find out?"
Betrayal flooded through me as I stepped away "why didn't you tell me?"
"I only found out a few months ago and trust me I was going to tell you but he has something on me"
I looked at him confused "he?"
He nodded his head and right then I knew who he was talking about "her dad"
Just by the look on his face I knew I guessed correctly. Her dad never liked me and tried everything to break us up. I didn't know he was as sick as he is.
I ran a hand through my hair to try to stop myself from punching his car.
"I was livid when I found out what he had planned but you know what he's holding against me"
"He knows?" Jake nodded his head sadly "I don't know how but he knows and if my dad finds out I'll be disowned"
He smiled sadly "she doesn't remember you at all. When she woke up she thought she was seventeen. But she does feel as if something is missing"
I shook my head and stepped back and Jake's eyes widened when he knew what I was going to do "Harry don't you'll just make it worse than it already is"
"Too late for that" with that I walked away and tried to remember where her fathers office is. I'm gonna kill him.
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