Please comment as well as voting I really want to know what you think so far.
I woke the next morning with sore eyes. I was still in yesterday clothes and I must've cried myself to sleep last night.
I just want her to remember.
Why does she remember everyone but me?
Every morning I wake up thinking she'd be asleep next to me but I open my eyes to see nothing but an empty bed.
I made my way into the bathroom and took a hot shower. Once I was done I wrapped a towel around waist and walked back into the bedroom to get dressed.
Once I was dressed I walked out of the room and into the living room to see Kyle sat on the couch bent over as he read something on his laptop which rested on the coffee table.
He didn't look up at me as he spoke "where'd you go last night?"
I scratched my arm as I sat in the arm chair opposite him and next to the window "I.. Uh was with Abby"
He looked up "what happened?"
I ran a hand through my still wet hair "her dad got his girlfriend pregnant and she ran off"
He looked at the laptop briefly before closing it and pushing it away and leant back on the couch "is she okay?"
I nodded my head and played with the sleeve of my shirt, the one that Abby loved to wear.
"I was going to tell her everything but I couldn't" I groaned and rested my head in my hands "I was so ready to tell her"
"What stopped you?"
I bit my lip "I'm scared she won't believe me" Kyle stood up from the couch and sat on the coffee table in front of me.
"What happened last night when you were with her?"
"We talked and then she recognised me from school then I held her hand" Kyle smiled "Harry she feels something for you"
I groaned again "I don't know how long I can do this"
He pointed a finger at me "listen to me" I nodded my head to continue "next time you're alone with her you tell her, not all of it for her to run away but enough for her to understand"
I nodded my head "I think I can do that" Kyle patted my shoulder and stood up "she won't run away from you"
Just as he was about to leave I stood up and yanked his arm to hug him. He was surprised at first.
"I never thanked you" he pulled away and smiled "you don't need to thank me"
I shook my head "I do. You were there for me and I kept pushing you away" he placed his hands on my shoulders.
"Harry you're like a brother to me, of course I'll always be there for you. I know you're thankful, you just show it differently"
I smiled, thankful, as he walked into his room and closed the door.
I need Abby back.
I need her to remember me, but how can I do that?
I know her and I know that when I tell her she won't believe it and then she'll be out of my life for good.
I want to tell her tonight but I don't think that's a good idea. Is it too soon?
I spent the rest of the day thinking about her, when didn't I? Before realising it was nearly seven and I had to get ready for going out.
YOU ARE READING
Lost H.S
FanfictionHis girlfriends death changed him. But what happens when the truth comes out? What happens if she never died?