Maya and Riley

Will She ever know

                                                                       Mayas P.O.V

I walk Into the Kitchen and see Topanga has made Pancakes. Riley starts smiling "Today is even better then yesterday but yesterday was the best day ever." I smile , I love when shes happy. Then I get a text. Lucas :Hey Babe wanna hang out later. Riley looks over my shoulder and says "Maya you should go." little does she know I'd rather be on a date with her. Riley goes to get a drink and I stare at her . Topanga says "Maya Can you talk to me for a second . She leads me out onto the hallway. "I know you dont like lucas." I stare at her my jaw hung open."I also know you like....Riley." I just whisper "I'm Sorry" and run out. I get home and i see my mom I start sobbing in her shoulder. I dont usually talk to her but right now I need too . I tell her the whole story. "Maya , I love you but I cant have a gay child living in my house." I start crying even more pack up my clothes and run . I run as far as I can . I make it to Lucas' house . I knock on the door He opens up and I kiss him if i cant have riley Ill  have something close to her . I fall asleep on lucas' couch with his arm around me. I wake up in the middle of the night I cant beleive I'm doing this . I go into his bathroom find a razor and drag it across my arms but i stop i dont want to die. I go to The mathews apartment And sneak in threw the fire escape . Riley is sitting on the bed crying . "RILEY? whats wrong?" she looks up startled and says "Mom said you might not talk to me anymore." I say suprised "Oh no baby girl im here for you forever youre stuck with me."  Riley spots my arm "MAYA WHAT DID YOU DO!" She jumps on me and grabs me and says "Maya Hart if you ever i mean ever leave me ill find you." I laugh nervousley I love her i can never ever leave her ." Maya why did you do this" I tell her its because " I dont actually like who you think I do."  You dont like lucas .." i nod " Maya " "Yes? "Do you like farkle?" I start hyserically laughing "No Riley not at all" "Oh ok" she scrunches up her face and looks confused i hug her and i tell her "My mom Kicked me out before " "Why?" "Youll know soon?" she falls asleep an i lay next to her listening to her slow breathe I fall asleep . I awake and realise my lips are maybe half an inch from Rileys . I freak and jump out of bed and quickly get changed and Grab breakfast from topanga she gives me a wink I blush crazily . Lucas called me "Hey you okay You left me last night . "Oh ya im sorry but lucas i cant date you.I Love riley." Lucas replies "...Um Well Im fine with it you would make a cute couple." I talk to him about it for a little while before i hang up and Riley comes in all tired She Hugs me and says "Maya Wait for me at subway." i do as she says and walk to the subway . I spot Lucas "Hey cowboy" he looks at me and smiles "Maya , hey ive been thinking you should tell riley Because i mean she should know you seem in love with her." I say "Maybe someday" as Riley comes up to me and says shes sorry we broke up, Im guessing lucas told her "Its fine you already knew i liked someone else." She says " I still wanna know who?" me and lucas share a quick glance and laugh