Maya and Riley

Stand by me

                                                  Rileys P.O.V moments leading up to last chapter

Its been around 2 Weeks since I first cut and I havent stopped, Everyday it hurts to breathe I dont think im Strong enough to do this anymore. Me and Maya just went our seperate ways as Missy called out to me and started making fun of the way I look, I start crying and decide to tell my Dad I feel sick. He lets me go to the subway and head home . But its not a lie i am sick, Mentally. I get home and spend what wouldve been 3rd period crying into my pillow .I can't do this anymore the pain is getting way too much. I don't know what I'm doing. I decide to write a note. It says everything I wish I could say to everyone. I reread it and cry how can I be doing this. .I go into the bathroom and cut my wrists a few times before I step into the tub. I had previousley filled it and was now slowly submerging myself under the Soapy liquid. I can't believe I was even thinking about doing this , and now actually doing this, Was I really gonna leave maya alone.Shes gonna be fine shes pretty shes gonna do great one day.

I am finally completley submerged when I hear someone open the front door and scream my name right then I realise it's maya and she can't save me now. everything turns black.