Maya and Riley

Story of my life

                                                                             Mayas P.O.V

I mean I should be happy right? I get the guy I was jealous of . But im not happy I feel terrible For Riley So I head straight to her house after school. I come through the fire Escape and see riley curled up in her bed Humming something about unicorns . I step through the window "Riley dont say a thing just listen " She looks up at me with those big perfect doe eyes. " I um.... " I feel myself turning red and have another panic attack . I tell riley I feel sick and run to the bathroom .

    I look in the mirror . I have the attacks near riley...I cant .....I dont .......Do I like my Best friend. I freak out even more riley is this sweet innocent straight baby . I mean ive considered that im bisexual but ive never felt a romatic attraction to females so i pushed the thought out of my head quickly. I think of riley with those big perfect eyes that sweet look on everything and those pouty lips.....I ......I love riley, I love my best friend, Riley Mathews. I get out of the bathroom and riley is there waiting for me she asks if im okay I say I am because what am i going to say . Riley I love you be mine?" "Maya can you sleep over tonight ." Sleeping over her house i love doing that but with this new revalation i feel dirty and gross i agree though as i cant act as if somethings wrong . Riley Makes popcorn as we watch some old disney movie that Riley seems to know all the words too. I look at riley whos just being all happy and cute . I love her more then she will ever know . "Maya?" "Yes riley?" "Was i not good enough for Lucas?" I look at her and realise she's hurt over this I say " Riley if i ever hear you say your not good enough your going to get punched in the jaw , Your gorgeous." She smiles and falls asleep on my shoulder . I smile because I wish we could stay like this forever . I move Riley closer to the bed and I lay us down so shes lying on my arm and im spooning her . Her hair smells perfect , I should tell her how i feel but for now ill keep this to myself . I brush my Hands through her Hair and say "Riley No one will ever love you as much as me . I try to sleep but obviousley i was freaking out having this beautiful girl right next to me in Bed. 

I wake Up to the Yawning of Riley as she snuggles up closer to me . I smile and am probably Blushing like crazy. I Look at the time 8:00 Its Saturday so we can stay in bed a little longer. But Riley seems to wake up . She looks at me and says "Im so glad you stayed" . She doesnt even know the start of it. Riley still thinking I'm her HeteroSexual friend changes in front of me. I stare at her perfect Body i think she caught me because she nervousley giggled i look away and also get changed into my own clothes for the day . We walk outside to the smell of whatever topanga is feeding us today.