Somebody's Kiss (TeacherxStudent) (GirlxGirl) (Lesbian) (SlowlyEditing)

Chapter 14

The night grown deeper and both of us should rest, expecting we're both tired from a long trip earlier and probably tomorrow but still, we continued talking sort of stupidity.

It was like tonight she wasn't my teacher but someone I had accidentally knew at some resto and be friend with me. I walked to my car, turning on my radio to blast a noise in these muted place. Playing one of Imagine Dragons song Radioactive.

Playfully opening some beer and back to the wooden bench joining Natasha who seemed thinking of something. She looked at me trying to asked something doubtedly but hesitate to speak, and she looked away again. I know she wanted me to start open up of something I most grieving for, a kind of thing I never told anyone about, I wanted her to know too, but as if there's something frightened me of telling her.

Looking at her, I could judge she wanted to know desperately whilst she playing off her fingers.

After seems like forever of sitting here and staring, she slowly move her body towards me, my heart beats sped up ten times in a minute "Are you okay?" The question caught me off guard. Normally I'm such a professional in hiding my true feelings and sadness. I can't let my guards down, especially in front of my World History teacher, but she said she's worried of me, although it wasn't enough to talk about personal things with her.

Instead I faked a smile "What are you talking about? I'm obviously fine, why would I'm not gonna be okay, you blind."

I could tell the way of face she dropped she wasn't believing what I said. I don't understand how badly she wanted to know. Nobody became interested in this kind of story of mine, and most of all not my teacher who I've known for a month and half.

She sighed "I know we barely know each other, and it was hard to open up some serious thing, but like I told you, I'm a friend too."

"You wanted to know?" I started, slowly letting my unbreakable walls down.

She bounce her gorgeous eyes doubtedly "If its okay for you." She sighed "I want you to feel comfortable too."

Drinking my beer before saying again "I wanted too, but I don't know if you like to hear."

She moved her body facing me directly "I'm ready Alexandra, I told you I will. I won't freak you out."

I placed my can of beer and stared her blue eyes, until I had been completely drown to her magnificent stare to speak the truth and started involuntarily "It was the night before my birthday." I watched her, looking and carefully listening to my story, wanting not to miss any single words.

It was so hard to reminisce all those pain, I always felt suffocating, thinking about telling this, but I need someone to get off my chest after a long years of silence.

She held my hand surprisingly, comforting my grieving body and mind "Expecting my brother Michael, Sofia, and I to run off for a trip that night." I breathed heavily, my mind keep on playing that last and tragic moment I had with my brother. It was too painful.

The thorns in my heart was embracing me tightly, enough to make me bleed inside.

"I'm here Alexandra, don't be afraid." She soothed. Moving even closer which sends me comfort and courage to continue.

"We used Michael's car. The trip was long but luckily we reached our destination before dawn. First we made some stupid things like we always had. Playing around each other like a kid. Gagging foolish thing, we enjoy each other's company, until everyone got tired and fell asleep, then morning came, and it was already my birthday, I woke up late nine a.m and the sun was shining brightly. I walked around the cabin we rented to wake them up but nobody was there. I quickly knew Michael and Sofia has preparing some surprise for me. I went out to search them everywhere, till I reached the beach. It was the most happiest moment of my life, Natasha. I sought everyone was there, my friends, my family, Sofia and Michael. All of the most important person in my life has been united together for the first time. Thanks to my loving brother."