Somebody's Kiss (TeacherxStudent) (GirlxGirl) (Lesbian) (SlowlyEditing)

Chapter 31

Alexandra's POV

What am I doing? The kind of question laying in my head permanently for few hours. I honestly don't know too. The urge of being with her is waving me off the track. I'm positively sure Miles would probably kill me when I came back. The need of being next with Natasha flipping me out of my sanity.

I may look confident here driving alone with her but the veracity of moment, I wanna break down. Eccentricity feeling embracing me every time she's near. Repletion of emotions that I cannot conceal furthermore.

What am I gonna do now?

Maybe talk to her. Start a conversation.

But how?

I'm losing my confidence.

I always says it would be the last time I'm gonna loose control of my nerves, it would be the last time that I will spend time with her. I always says it would be the last time, but whenever my eyes laid to her, the last time will always be a complete joke.

I tried to muster a conversation. "Uhm, I honestly don't know where you living." I called her attention timidly.

I'm sure she can sense my nervousness the way I uttered and flinch while speaking. My eyes somehow manage to glued straightly at the road. Can't help it, if I will look at her eyes, I might forget everything I have plan.

She never replied. Okay, now do I really need too put my eyes on her? Maybe my voice were too low. No need to look at her, I tried again, this time with more confidence and bit louder but wait. Should I call her with her name or the professional way.

I decided to choose whatever came out in my lips anyway, making my voice more hearable "Natasha I honestly don't know where's your apartment at." Saying her name still brings dynamism in me. I tried to hid a smile.

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Okay seconds past still no answer. Does she really want me to look at her while asking? But couldn't she understand I'm driving.

Ugh damn it. Go fucking look at her.

Slowly I turn my head to my right. Almost eyeing her, well barely. What's wrong? It's just looking at her and nothing more.

Completely my eyes travel its way to the familiar lady who stole my heart away. Her beauty that never failed to amazed me. The intriguing figure that left me speechless, it always makes me odd. Leaning halfly conscious at the passenger seat, as her head laying on her shoulder. Her mouth were slightly open soundlessly, but the way she breathe was like a beautiful melody.

My nerve extensively loosen up, I hurriedly park at the side of the road. Unbuckling up myself and lean closer impetuously. My eyes linger its way to her plump lips. The hunger of desire is urging me to touch her. Her lips were somehow calling me to grab it and claim it with passion.

I couldn't contained myself of anything, I can't get enough of her. She still had this unusual effects on me, each passing day these emotions grows wildly like a forest fire. There's nothing that could stop me of having this way. Emotions filled with so much innocence, that no matter how hard I tried to get my ass away, indecisively I always came back looking for her.

Narrowing down my looks for I couldn't find any conviction to back off away from her. She's seamlessly an absolute example of perfection. I miss the way she get into her bitchy mode. Her exquisite feature dazzled out brightly.

I forcefully pulled myself away from her before she could ever wake up. Crossing my arms on the steering wheel, bending my body forward as my head rest on my hands that were crossingly laying at the steering. Making myself more comfortable of the view.