Somebody's Kiss (TeacherxStudent) (GirlxGirl) (Lesbian) (SlowlyEditing)

Chapter 19

Running away was always in my head whenever I couldn't stand the situation anymore. If I leave it only cause two main reason, its either I'm extremely mad or I'm in grievious pain, it's not because I wasn't brave, but because I wanted to swiftly erased it, even when it is hard to pretend you're fine.

In this case, it was obviously I left with a reason of being hurt. I'd never had the right to get mad of her of rejecting me, but I'm a human and I had feelings, the pain stung in my heart deviously.

Why? Did I really fall in love? Or I was just being hurt of rejection? Rejection was never in my case, and that was merely new to me, but if it was love, then it was so early for me to fall that way. This is so fucking shit me out in my head, I'm going crazy and I need someone to talk. I remembered I had to stop over and talk with Kendra, but this time Kate was the better option. I knew Kendra could give me all I need, her advice and words of wisdom, yet Kate knows me best, she can read everything in my mind with a simple look. Maybe because I and her were friends longer than anyone in the group.

"I had headache, I can't make it tonight." I texted Kendra.

"Stop lying.. Don't worry, I won't rush you." she replied in just a matter of seconds.

Funny isn't it? You can't lie with your friends even they are distance away, they still knew something was up, and I'm thankful of having them.

I was just wondering where Kate is? Maybe in her home, or The Strip and the most expected answer maybe she's in my house, which I'm predictably positive and a hundred percent sure. Instead of turning right, I turn my wheels in left, where the road was leading in my home.

My home is her home also. More like it.

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Time check 11:18 of the evening. Me and Kate was still here at my rooms balcony drinking some Gin. She decided to stay for tonight which I don't mind at all, we're used to be in the same bed for years. Main reason why I asked her to had some lone time with me was to forget all the harsh feeling and stupid thoughts I had.

We were almost drunk but still able to stay up in conciousness. Natasha never came for todays tutorial session with my sister, I know she had this fucking lunch with her ex psycho girlfriend but why it has to be taken away all her free time. Ugh! I hated myself, I hated it when I come to a point of over thinking about her, it only makes everything worst.

"In all honesty Alex, I knew something confidential." Kate suddenly spoke, I realized I remained silent for couple of minutes that cause her to speak out of silence.

I drink a glass of my drink before responding "Knew what? I'm not good in guessing, you know that, be straight which I know you're not." Since her comment earlier makes me scared in a little way.

"You like her, don't you?" She asked straightly, I just thought that I really have those straight forward kind of friends, that's why they sometimes frightened me with their stupid questions and the fact I couldn't hid anything from them.

Looking away from her gazed, "How'd you know? I'm not even sure." I answer back and I know she can puzzled it out, there's no point to hid and lie with her, if I do, it only makes her pushing things to came out in my mouth and besides I do really need someone like her, I mean someone which knew me well whom I can talk.

"I can see it. The way you look at her, even I just saw it once, I'm not blind and stupid Alex. I know you all too well."

A smile curved in my messy face, leaning my back, "I was so obvious huh, I let my guards down with your hawk eyes." I wonder, the feelings for Kate, is is still there?