Somebody's Kiss (TeacherxStudent) (GirlxGirl) (Lesbian) (SlowlyEditing)

Chapter 16

Natasha's POV

Her kisses.

A kissed from somebody strange.

Electrified my bones, sending every single pieces of my spine back to life and let my single neurons dream off the series of fantasies, but I had to pulled out myself in the sweetness and back to reality.

Alexandra, the girl who kissed me, three times in past few months is my student.

What we were doing was illegal. Her kisses was extraordinary but it was so wrong at the same moment, she's my student and nothing more.

We had to keep our boundaries and besides she's a pro when it comes of playing around, I shouldn't let my guard down, not with her although she let me see her vulnerable side, I can't let her see mine, I can't let my walls break. I need to be professional. My job is my life, and it's not gonna worth it to take risk just for her, right? Did I just thought about it? Taking risk for her. Gosh, what was happening to me.

I glance Alexandra at the back seat. Covered with cold sheets while leaning over the window unconscious. She had fallen asleep after the kissed we shared, and I thought that I could drive us home since the rain has already stopped and I already knew the way back, thanks who ever invented the google map.

Steering the wheel lightly taking everything in control while my mind still lingering everything had just happened the entire weekend. First I even asked to come with her, which partly is not my plan at all, I blurted it out and couldn't stop wondering, second I never knew I'll make a huge step to let her open up with me, her past was so tragic, putting all the blame at herself and abusing her entire system was not worth it at all. I pushed her harder to set her mind free, and last but not the least, she fucking kissed me again, things happened so fast, in just a blink of an eye, all I saw and felt was her soft cherry lips on top of mine, and the fact I kissed her back hardly too. It was all out of control. Everything happened is out of my stupidity, and I shouldn't forgot, I almost done flirting with her.

I'm screwed.

But of all the shit happened yesterday and today, there's one thing I earned, trust, which is a very hard and priceless thing you'll find. I became comfortable with her, I even did understand her more, I have known her better but not deeper, yes, I admit Alexandra was hot, smoky, gorgeous and everything, she has everything but not a brotherly love. Definitely, that's what I'm talking about, she's lack of love. Maybe she had a lot of friends and family, of course Sofia but does it fill up all the missing piece she had?

I can see it through her eyes, she's hurt more than just in accident thing, I can see her soul was searching for belongingness. A thing that could make her change, totally. I wanted to help her so bad, but it was all out of our lines, involving with her more can lead us to something I don't want at all.

I should known better. Alexandra and I would never suited for each other, I'm older than her, I'm twenty three while she's only nineteen and I'm her teacher, she's my student. Do I really just look at her as my student? Of course I do, that's why I'm here to comfort her, because as a teacher you're also worried of your students status and it's normal to be little concerned, right? I breathed heavily.

Just sit up and focus on driving Natasha, not on stupid matters. Glancing up my phone, the route I'm taking was perfectly right and we were almost home. I guess, I have to invite her in my apartment to put some clothes, if we directly drove to her place, I bet everyone will wonder why I'm with her and the fact that she's still naked, almost.

"Why you didn't wake me up?" A sudden voice chimed in. I almost jumped out of her sudden sound but gladly maintained my composure, glancing the rear view mirror, taking a glimpse of a sleepy and lightly annoyed figure of hers before I looked back on the road.