Someone, Somewhere

Alone

James led me out of the lounge and back into the hallway where we had shared our first kiss. "What's up?" I asked him, looking into his beautiful brown eyes. He smiled down at me making me feel confused.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into him, I ran my hands up his torso and they took their place on his chest. I smiled up at him and he smiled back, my knees went weak and butterflies erupted from anywhere and everywhere in my body.

James was still smiling and looking deep into my eyes, I bit my lip. "I wanna show you something" James said whilst pulled away from me. "What?" I asked in reply, I was quite scared to what he would show me.

"The best place in the whole of Yorkshire" I looked up at him and raised an eyebrow, "you'll see" he added and took my hand and led me back into the lounge.

"Benny we're gonna go out for a bit, I've got my phone and keys" I said to Ben whilst shoving my phone and keys into my pockets. "Fine, ju-" "yeah I know" I cut him off as I already knew what he was gonna say.

I opened the front door and led James out the front door. "So where are you taking me Mr Cassells?" I asked as he led me down the driveway. "You'll see" he replied turning to me and putting his arm around my shoulders. I raised my hand up to his that was resting on my shoulder and entwined my fingers with his.

James looked down at me and smiled, I smiled back and I felt myself blush. I knew that this moment was perfect, he was perfect and the fact that we were alone and my overprotective jerk face brother wasn't here made it even better.

We walked for around 10 minutes until we came to a large field with a children's play area in the middle. He led me to the slide and he sat down on the end with his legs spread open, I sat in between his legs and his arms went around my waist pulling me back so I was leaning on him. I entwined my fingers with his as he rested his hands on my stomach. This was possibly more perfect than earlier, I have no idea how he had managed to make this more romantic but he had.

"So, Jay-Ann" he said softly in my ear as he rested his head on my shoulder "fancy being my girlfriend?" He added. Of course I did, I just didn't expect him to ask.

"Yeah" I replied softly leaning my head back onto his chest. "Good" he said before kissing my cheek and making me blush. This moment kept on getting more perfect by the second.

James let go of one of my hands and played with my belly piercing making me laugh, I was incredibly ticklish. I released myself from his grip and searched my pockets for my fags "bollocks" I mumbled to myself as I remembered that they were still on my dresser in my room

"What?" James asked as I stood up "forgot my fags" I reply turning to face him. James stood up and pulled his from his pocket and offered me one. "I owe you one, don't let me forget" I say as I took his offer and sparked up.

"Who the fuck remembers their lighter and not their fags?" James asked as I realised that I had my zippo in my hand "me clearly" I said in reply and letting the smoke roll out of my mouth as I spoke. "You don't owe me one, you're my girlfriend so I'd happily give you one whenever you want one" he said looking me in the eyes before taking a long hard drag on his smoke.

We stood and smoked for about 5 minutes and talked about random things. He finished his before me and he sat against the playground railings with his legs open inviting me sit between them. I took my last drag and put out my fag, I walked over to him and sat between his legs this time facing him.

I ran my hands gently over his shoulders and up his neck, he ran his hands up my legs, over my waist until they were up the back of my shirt. I looked deep in to his eyes and smiled, he planted a soft kiss on my lips and I could feel him smile against the kiss.

I kissed him back and massaged my tongue against his lower lip asking for permission to enter his mouth, he granted this and his tongue entered my mouth. He pulled me in closer to him making the kiss firmer and more heated. His lips left mine and he kissed my neck making me moan a little as he found my sweet spot. I ran my hands through his hair as he kissed my neck further making me moan more and more.

James' lips returned to mine and he pulled me in closer to him so I could feel him. I was practically on his lap now and I could feel him grow underneath me, I broke this kiss and kissed his neck making him moan. I pulled away and suddenly realised we were still in the park, luckily it was empty apart from the two of us. I stood and took his hands making him stand "if we're gonna do anything, we're not doing it here" I said as I pulled him out of the park.

This was weird for me, I had never wanted to do anything with a guy since Pete did what he did. I wanted to with James though. I felt safe with him, like he wouldn't hurt me. I felt tears form in my eyes and some slowly fall onto my cheeks. I wiped them quickly so James wouldn't notice that I was upset. It was to late, he had already noticed and turned to face me.

His hands cupped my face and he looked down into my eyes, "I won't let anyone hurt you, do you understand?" He said to me softly and I nodded. "I promise I will never hurt you, and I will wait until you are ready to do anything" he said pulling me into a tight hug. "I will never let him get to you, even if it kills me" I pulled away from him and looked him in the eyes, I could tell he was serious.

"He'll never get to me the way he did, it's just the memories more than anything" I say to him steadying my voice. "Good, I promise you he will never hurt you ever again" his hands cupped my face once again and he kissed my forehead.

This was right, me and him, him and me. I knew he would keep his promise, I just knew he would.