Be my friend? [Chenyeol]

Goodbye, my friend... my love

Ha! Fooled you ;P
Comment if this chapter title scared you about its contents XD

This is, in fact, not another chapter to Bmf (I have an entire week of no school ahead of me due to New Year in Korea, so that shouldn't be too far off). I was tagged back by Ana-House, so here goes.

First, 13 facts about little old moi. A part of the 13 questions tag which everyone seemed to either have forgotton or purposefully ignored at first... including me XD

(01). I am currently living in Seoul, South Korea

(02). My new favourite food is 찐빵. My dad didn't like it though, so I could eat his >< So. Flipping. Good~~~~

(03). I am currently in a mind contest with two Korean guys in my class about who's better at maths (fyi, a mind contest is a contest set up in your mind which the other participants don't know anything about... as a kid I used to do mind contests if my family went to a restaurant. I won if I finished my drink after my brothers did.... Don't judge me, I have to keep myself entertained ><)

(04). I actually really love Seoul.

(05). Korean guys keep thinking I'm older than I am and hitting on me. Which is both flattering, embarrassing and awkward.

(06). I'm not sure when I'll ever be in a relationship. I don't think that's gonna happen for a while, tbh.

(07). I am a skinship addict.

(08). I honestly have never ever felt more at peace with my looks than in Korea. And I thought I'd be less happy with my body here, but nope. XD

(09). I'm not really curvy by any means, but my thighs can be called thighs and my butt a butt. And I have always not been happy with that.

(10). I just cough/sneezed all over my phone screen

(11). Earlier this week I was writing with my elder brother and I accidentally wrote "chickin" but didn't even realise until my brother was a dick and pointed it out.
Korea is already making me weird XD

(12). I have minor crushes very easily.

(13). If I could change one thing about myself, it'd be my feet. Idk why, but I have always had a weird bone sticking out under my big toe and it looks weird. And they're big xD

Now to the questions!!!

(01). How do you fall asleep?
Yeah, no idea XD I have to be 100% comfortable in my position, that's what I know for sure. And my mouth is always hanging wiiiiide open (thus drool ><). This week I once fell asleep while listening to BTS and I remember there were small dream sequences that were together with a song. It was interesting XD

(02). What music do you listen to?
Kpop!
I know, big shocker XD No one was expecting that XD

(03). Which series is your favourite?
I honestly don't know. I don't watch tv or even dramas anymore that much, save for when I join my Korean hosts while they watch TV.

(04). Would you like to go live in another country? If so, where and why?
Well, I am kinda doing that right now. Being originally German American, and now living in Korea for half a year. So... question answered (?) XD

(05). Do you regret something?
Yes. A lot, actually. The most prominent things that are coming to mind rn would be stuff to do with other people, friends or family or people who could have been friends.

(06). And if you could travel back in time to change this thing you regret, would you?
No, I wouldn't. I have to deal with the mistakes now, no cheating XD

(07). Do you have a big dream? If so, which one?
Yes. I want to have a person to always be by my side, for talks, for cuddles, for understanding me and my weirder sides. Platonic or not, I need other close people around me.

I'm pretty damn close to that already, but virtual cuddles aren't quite the same... *pout*

(08). What's the next thing to do on your "To Do List"?
Look for an internship place. In Seoul. *sarcastic whooping*

(09). Up or down?

Why not both????
위 아래
위 위 아래
Up up up down down down

Ok, no, seriously... in which context was this meant?

(10). Past or future, and why?
Even though the future is unsure, the past is a fucked up place. I'm a female progressive, there is no way in hell I'm going back there XD

(11). Who's your favourite actor/actress?
Idk, dude... Stephen Colbert (?)
Even if he doesn't count, I don't care XD

(12). Your favourite saying?

If it ain't broke, break it

Nah, just messing with you.

If I am the sun, you are the moon, cause when I rise, you'll go down

(13). Are you in love?

Ehm...
I don't exactly know if it can be called love... maybe puppy love?

But *deel inhale of breath*
Ireallylikethisguyandhe'ssuperniceandsweetandhandsomeandwegotalongreallywellbutbeforeIwasgonnaconfessmyfeelingssomethinghappenedandIgotpissedanddissapointedsoIleftbeforeeitherofuscouldsayanythingandwedidn'tseeeachotheragainandnowI'monanothercontinentandeverythingsuckscauseIwanttomoveonbutI'mstillnotsureifhelikesmeornot

*coughing*
*wheezing*

Props to the people who can read that.
So in other words, yes, kind of, but it's hopeless. Maybe in Korea I'll find a nice guy, who knows ^^

So, that was it. I know, totally wonderful ^^

If you can, try 찐빵. Or anything with red bean paste in it.

XOXO

Ann Ka