Skylox-oneshots

Writting to the Dead

Hello,

I feel weird doing this, but at the same time I feel like I'm getting a lot off my chest. I've been writing as of lately and it's making me feel a whole lot better. And then I had the thought to write to you, my once dear friend.

Even though you're gone and won't ever be back, I couldn't help but to write these for you. Course I know you can't read these. Your dead. But there's a thought in the back of my mind that you can still somehow see these. I think really it just makes me feel better.

I miss you

-Adam

Ty

It's just one of those bad days, I get them a lot more then I use too. I was on YouTube and came across one of your own videos, back with the TeamCrafted group. I miss those days sometimes. We had lots of good laughs.

-Adam

Ty

My son turned four today! I wish you could see how big he's gotten. Already playing video games too.

-Adam

Hey again,

My power went out during a recording session, not like it's the first time but I won't ever get use to hearing a bunch of sound then suddenly nothing.

It's like having someone always there one day then gone the next.

I'm pretty sure I sat there for a good 20 minutes before going to bed. I didn't even remember what I was thinking about in that span of time.

-Adam

Ty

Did you know I don't sing anymore? I stopped when I heard of your passing. I wanted to sing at your funeral, liked we talked about.

You remember that day right? It was one of those day where you just chat about, and get on the topic of 'if I die young'. You said you would buy sticks of butter and put them in one of your left shoes. Something to do with SkyLox I think. Ha, but I told you I would sing you your favorite song, you said 'Well I'll be laughing in my grave when I here that.' But when that day really did come, my throat was dry and I felt like my words would just be mocking you.

They still haven't found the guy yet, and there just calling it 'a mugging gone wrong.'

-Adam

Three years to this day Ty, I really never saw my life going like this. Your face is started to fade, I have to look at a photo to remember the details. And I can't remember the sound of your voice anymore. And I can't watch your videos to remember it with wanting to cry. Plus recording aren't the same as real life.

-Adam

Guess what?

They finally found the bastard, they got him when another body showed up. Poor women, same age as you when you were killed. Maybe she doesn't have a lot a people to leave behind, hopefully.

-Adam

Hey,

Things are looking better again, business has just boomed. I even got my own show. I'm even working with some of the old TeamCrafted members. Plus others of course, it's like a whole new family!

-Adam

Sorry,

Hey it's been awhile since I wrote last, what like two months? But things have just been great, and I'm just so happy.

But not a day goes by that I don't think about you.

-Adam

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Dear Ty,

Today is the full five years since your death, but I'm writing this again because I forgot about you.

Half a year and you weren't on my mind at all. But when today came I suddenly felt sick. How could I do that? You where a best friend for fuck sakes.

But then I realized that it wasn't completely bad either. It means I've began to move on, though I will always be saddened, I will also not be tied down. And I'm sure you wouldn't want that.

I think I'm going to stop writing to you now, not like a bunch a letters in a box will do me anything. Maybe after this I will seal up the box and head to the gave yard. Leave it there for you.

Yeah I think I well do that. But this isn't goodbye! This is till next time, because I butter see you fucker, where ever you are.

I still miss you

-Adam D.

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