Regret

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Setelah sampai kerumah, Gerald langsung memberikan intruksi kepada semua keamanan rumahnya agar berjaga lebih ketat lagi.

Semua mengangguk tanda paham, Clarissa tidak ingin berdebat dengan siapapun memilih tidak menggubris omongan sok manis adiknya sendiri. Ia lebih memilih menaiki tangga masuk kekamar dan mengcover beberapa lagu yang menurutnya pas.

Menyiapkan laptop nya, gitar dan kursi untuk ia duduk dan mulai mengcover lagu.

 
I thought that I'd been hurt before
But no one's ever left me quite this sore
Your words cut deeper than a knife
Now I need someone to breathe me back to life

Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
Shaking, falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
Tripping over myself
Aching, begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches

Just like a moth drawn to a flame
Oh, you lured me in, I couldn't sense the pain
Your bitter heart cold to the touch
Now I'm gonna reap what I sow
I'm left seeing red on my own

Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
Shaking, falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
Tripping over myself,
Aching, begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches

[x3:]
Needle and the thread,
Gotta get you out of my head
Needle and the thread,
Gonna wind up dead

Needle and the thread,
Gotta get you out of my head, get you out of my head

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
Shaking, falling onto my knees (falling on my knees)
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches (and I'll be needing stitches)
Tripping over myself,
Aching, begging you to come help (begging, "Baby, please.")
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches

(And now that)
I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
(And now that)
I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches

(Shawn Mendes - Stitches)

Setelah mengcover lagu dengan gitar akustiknya selesai ia segera mengepostnya pada youtube dan menyebar link nya lewat sosial media yang ia punya.

Merasa puas, ia menjatuhkan tubuhnya pada kasur dan mulai terlelap.

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Rangga mengetuk pintu kamar Einasya, tapi tak ada jawaban

Menghela nafas "Ei, buka"

Einasya menjawab dengan teriakan "ngapain lo kesini?"

Rangga menggeram "kita lagi dirumah bego, pake bahasa sopan"

"Oh iya lupa" gumam Einasya

Rangga menggeleng "buka dong, tar abang beliin eskrim"

Einasya hanya memutar bola matanya tanpa niat menjawab.

Rangga memelas "Einasya, kamu mau apa?"

Einasya menjawab dengan antusias "sehari tanpa Rara, kita jalan bertiga sama Clarissa di akhir pekan. Setuju?"

Rangga mengetukan jarinya pada pintu, berfikir "tapi cla aba—"

"Atau ga sama sekali?" Ancam Einasya