Finding Zayn >> p.e/z.m (EDITING)

25|| News & Change of Fate

Chapter Twenty-Five || News & Change of Fate

P E R R I E

It's crazy how dreaming about Zayn has become a normal thing for me. I remember when I used to freak out or get confused whenever he'd appear in my dreams.

To be honest, I don't think this whole lucid dreaming thing will last forever. I can't possibly spend my whole life loving two people at the exact same time.

When I think about Harry, I know I love him - but I just don't know how much. It's always been me and him since day one and whenever I'm with him I feel secure. It's like everything in life is planned out for me and I just have to go along with it.

However, being with Zayn is the complete opposite. I never knew what to expect whenever I'd see him in my dreams. I can plan anything, but I'll never even have the slightest clue what we'll do together unless he tells me. It's scary and exhilarating at the same time.

All I can say is, sometimes the best things happen in dreams.

Speaking of dreams, the strange looking olive boy has been talking non-stop about this hiking trip he had in mind for us.

"When I say hiking trip, I mean that we only take one backpack with us" Zayn stated firmly with his hands placed on his hips, "I know what you girls are like"

"Fine, just one backpack then" I agreed, knowing I didn't have an option anyway. Besides, it's not like I have to pack anything, my dream magically does that for me, "But where are we going?"

"We can go up mountains and sit under the clouds" Zayn's eyes sparkled, "I've done that a few times before, but I'd always be alone so it's no fun"

I sat down next to him on the sofa inside his house, watching him as he wrote a small list for our trip, "Don't you have any friends or anything? You've never introduced me to them"

"That's because I don't have any friends" He shrugged.

"Of course you don't" I said sarcastically. It was impossible for a boy like him not to have any friends. He was a charmer.

He rolled his eyes and leaned against the couch, "Fine, let me rephrase that. I do have friends, but I've always been content with myself. I feel as though you shouldn't need friends to go on an adventure because it's something you can acomplish successfully on your own if you believe in yourself"

I smiled up at him, admiring the way he spoke about life with such passion.

"Like, if I want to go to the beach, I'll go to the beach even if my friends tag along or not" He went on, "I'll have fun either way"

"Sassy diva gets her way" I grinned, watching him raise an eyebrow.

"Babe, you're the sassy one here" He laughed as I leaned in and rested my head on his shoulder.

I knew how deeply in love I was with Zayn, but I didn't want to say it and make it official just yet. Once I did, I felt as though maybe Zayn would leave or something, and that was even more terrifying to think of.

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"Pezz?" I heard Harry call my name. I felt his warm breath against my face as I slowly opened my eyes.

"You awake, love?" He asked.

When I finally felt like I was awake, I began to scratch my eyes, "Good Morning Harry"

He was sitting on my thighs, with one leg on either side. He reminded me of a excited child waking up his mam on christmas day. My lower part of my body still felt a tiny bit sore because last night was pretty steamy for us.