Finding Zayn >> p.e/z.m (EDITING)

16 || Breakups & Emotions

Chapter Sixteen || Breakups and Emotions

RECAP: So basically niall took perrie home after she got really drunk and then in her dream zerrie ended up ordering a shit load of food from room service after perrie decided to faint after zayn told her he loved her :)

P E R R I E

"Do you ever think about how your life would have been if you hadn't met me?" Zayn asked as we walked around the garden of the hotel. It was already midnight and we were trying to burn some of the things we had eaten by doing walks.

"You really want to talk about this?" I replied teasingly.

"Yeah, I do"

I sighed and held onto his arm, "If I hadn't met you, my life would still be that typical boring routine: sleep, eat, work, repeat. I mean, it still is when I'm awake. Everything fun only happens when I'm asleep"

Zayn remained silent.

"Zayn?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you think I'm crazy?"

He chuckled softly before turning to face me, "We're all a little crazy, yeah? And your definitely my kind of crazy"

"Wouldn't you like me better if I was a normal person?" I raised an eyebrow, "Without all these insane stories and total meltdowns"

"I don't know" he replied, diverting his gaze from mine as we walked towards an empty bench, "But this is the Perrie I fell for, and I wouldn't change a thing"

I sat on the bench besides him and rested my head on his shoulder, "Okay, now it's my turn to ask. Do you ever think about how your life would have been if you hadn't met me?"

"Everyday"

"How?"

"Did you know that before you came I had actually set my life on being alone forever?" He asked.

"You?" I replied, chuckling. "I mean, how is that even possible? I bet before I came girls threw themselves at you. Maybe even now-"

"Not really" He shrugged, playing with the yarn braided bracelet strapped to his wrist, "I've had a couple of girlfriends before, but they were mostly one-night stands"

"What the-"

"Don't ask" He silenced me before I could continue, "Anyway, no one makes me feel the way I do with you"

"That's what they all say" I rolled my eyes.

"It's true!" He insisted, "I'm not shitting with you. I mean, I still would be happy and content without you, but with you I'm happier. More ecstatic. I'm all good. This is my new world and I want to share it with you"

After taking in everything I let out a big sigh. This boy never failed to leave me breathless.

"Thank You" I managed to say.

"Thank You?" He repeated, a smirk spread across his face.

"Thank you for making me a part of your world" I smiled.

I was expecting him to say something really cocky, but instead he gently put his hand to the back of my neck, drawing me in closer to him.

And then our lips connected.

And I swear I heard fireworks.

But then that was probably the sound of my heart beating uncontrollably.

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The feeling of my head throbbing was enough to wake me up. I looked at the time and saw that it was exactly six in the morning.