Camp -minizerk AU-

Life Memories

Josh's P.O.V.

It has been about two days and Simon still hasn't woken up. His parents are starting to get worried. I have missed a couple days of school and my mom has been really upset. The truth is, I don't care anymore. I don't care about all these peoples worries. I feel like Simon is going to be okay.

I haven't really been allowed to see him. The doctors say that only family can visit. Today is actually the first day that I am allowed to see him. His parents gave me permission luckily.

As I walked inside I just saw Simon laying there. Completely still, lifeless almost. Watching him lay there, dead like, made me feel sick on the inside. How did this happen to him? Why did this have to happen to him?

I sat next to him and grabbed his hand. He had no reaction to it. He didn't squeeze, he didn't do anything, lifeless. No movement what so ever. He was barely breathing and k could slightly hear his heart beat. I touched his pale cheek, it was freezing cold. His cheeks were a lifeless pale color and his lips were no longer the luscious red they use to be.

I then felt warmth rise to my hand and then I felt him squeezing. His skin becoming the tan color it use to be and his lips becoming the luscious red. I then saw his eye lids start to flutter open as I then saw his beautiful eyes. I felt warm and tingly on the inside as I felt a smile appear on my face.

"Simon?" I said as he let go of my hand and rubbed his hand.

"Yeah? Where am I? Who are you?" He said before the doctors had rushed into the room motioning me to leave.

My smile had faded and had turned into a frown. He had forgotten about me. Maybe it's for the greater good, maybe I should just leave and never talk to him again. Maybe that is the best choice. Maybe this was meant to happen, Simon and I were never meant to be. What if that was the case after all of this time.

I then walked into the waiting room as his parents ran over to the room. His brothers weren't there anymore and were instead replaced with Tobi and Ethan.

Tobi just looked at me and then looked the other way. 

"How is he?" Ethan said running up to me.

"He is fine, he just woke up. He just, he forgot. He forgot about me and everything that has happened since summer." I said looking the other way.

"Maybe that is for the best." I hear Tobi say under his breath.

"Yeah, maybe it is." I said as I then ran down the stairs and ran outside to my car.

Agony and pain just took over my body. It felt exactly like the moment in which I had lost my dad. Like nothing in the world mattered. For once I was happy and now it is all gone. What is the point anymore? What is the point in trying?

I then heard the passenger door open and then close. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Ethan. He had put his hand to my face and wiped away the tears.

"Look, you made Simon happy. I know that for a fact. When you guys stopped talking, that is when he got into all of this shit. His world had crumbled. He regretted not talking to you and I guessed he realized that once his life flashed before him. He could've called anyone, but he called you. That means something. They say that when your life flashes before your eyes it is all the good moments in life, after that he had called you. Most likely meaning that you were all of those good moments in his life. Josh, you can't give up. Don't give up. Please." Ethan said as he then left the car.

I can't do it. I shouldn't do it. Maybe his life will be good now. The only reason why he was sad is because I didn't date him. Right? What are you kidding? You had an amazing summer without dating him. Why do I have to put everything to dating? Not everything revolves around dating. The world revolves around happiness. That is what Simon is to me. Simon is my happiness and I am not giving up. I won't give up.

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A/N: sorry that I haven't uploaded in so long, but here is a chapter and this whole entire week will have constant uploads. I'm not kidding this time. I have finally gotten over my sickness and now I am starting to get somewhere. So yeah.

Sorry about that. I hope you guys are still enjoying this. Also I wanted to say how happy I am to see all these new minizerk books coming to life. It truly shows how much a fandom can grow. Also, does there seem to be a lot more minizerk in the videos? Or is it just me? I don't know, maybe it is just me. Anyway that is all, I'm hoping our enjoyed. Bye!

Also sorry it is short. But it's cute.