Camp -minizerk AU-

Always

----a year later-----

Simon's P.O.V.

Today is the one year memorial of Joshua. The love of my life, the apple of my eye, my happiness and joy, my soulmate. Today is the day that his life had ended. Today is the day that I get to look back and cry and be weak and not be too scared.

I went to the graveyard and sat down next to his grave. Tobi, Vik, Harry and Ethan came along. They decided to give me some time alone.

"So, it's been a while since we last talk. I never forgot about you, I promise you that. I still have pictures of us throughout my apartment.  I guess that is a topic, my life, what I have been doing what we all have been doing. Well I guess I'll start with Tobi and Vik. Vik and Harry finally broke up, I'll tell you what happened to him after, anyway it was about a week after your death and Vik just collapsed. I guess I never realized how close you two had gotten. Tobi supported him throughout all of it, I guess that is when Josh realized that he needed someone like Tobi and Tobi realized he needed Vik. So they're dating now. Vobi is real.

Anyway, now there is Harry. Harry has been all over the place really, he is just confused. But we have these two new friends, Cal and Cal, we call one of them Callux and the other Calfreezy, but for the most part call them Callux and Cal. Harry and Ethan actually live with those two. They are all really close.

Another thing is, is that we all finally got YouTube channels. We all have like millions of subscribers, it is insane. This year I decided to tell them about you, they all really liked you. They thought that you were an awesome person. I showed them pictures and I made sure that you would never be forgotten.

Now there is me, like I said I started up my YouTube channel. For my love life, nothing, absolutely nothing. I just haven't found anyone, but I'm not really looking. I am happy where I am.

So there it is, that's what has happened. Not much, but you know it is something. Josh I really miss you, I miss you so much. I've moved on, I just miss you so much. You mean the world to me, you will always be the love of my life, never forget that. Josh I love you and I will never forget us and I will never forget that you love me.

I guess that is it. I guess that is all I have to say. I just wish that I could see you one more time. But I can't." I started to cry, but didn't let it take over.

I just lied down and closed my eyes. Remembering ever little moment that Josh and I had. All of the memories, all of the jokes and banter. I remembered laughing with him and enjoying every single moment with him. He was my everything to me.

I'll never forget the way he made me feel.

I love you Joshua, I always have and always will. No matter what happens, I will always love you.

"I guess this is goodbye. I'll hopefully see you soon. I know you are always with me. I love you Joshua, I love you." I started to walk away just thinking about our memories.

I remembered that time that we decided to go out on an adventure. It was back when we're just friends.

-flashback-

"Come on Simon, let's go!" Josh said as he grabbed my hand.

We ran into the woods, until we got to this beautiful area. It was humongous rock with a lake, almost river.

It was beautiful and amazing.

"What are you doing? Stop admiring the view and take of your clothing." He said as he started to strip down.

"Okay, okay." I said as I got rid of all my clothing, leaving me with just my boxers.

"No boxers, completely naked." He said laughing.

"You first." I said embarrassed and unsure if he was just going to scam me.

He then got butt naked and ran up the rock. I took of my pants as he just looked at me from the top of the rock. He just whistled making me laugh.

I then ran up there and he had grabbed my hand.

"I want you to remember this summer for forever." He said as he then grabbed my cheek and kissed me.

He then just pulled me down with him ending up us being in the freezing cold water.

"What happened to just being friends?" I said splashing him as we both surfaced.

"It was all in the moment, do friends not kiss?" He said jokingly just making me want to splash him even more.

We then ended up getting into a whole entire fight.

"Okay, stop. But seriously, I want to remember you. Incase we don't get to see each other again." He said as he got close to me.

At that moment I realized that he had changed completely. He was nothing like he said he was, he truly does care.

"You will. Will always be together, no matter what."

-flashback over-

I felt a tear come down my cheek as I walked over to the guys. They all just smiled and hugged.

Will always be together Joshua, always.

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A/N: so that is it. I almost cried writing that, but that is it.

So I will be doing another minizerk book, I mean when do I not write minizerk. I honestly feel like I have a problem. I try to write a book that doesn't have to do with minizerk, but end up failing epically. At least you guys enjoy my minizerk books.

Anyway, I was wondering if you would want it to be like something like this. Where they are still the same Josh and Simon, who still act the same but are in a different situation then like how they live now. Or do you want them to live in the same house, be a part of the sidemen, do YouTube? I don't know if you understand that.

What I mean is that I would keep them as they are in real life, except like fall in love obviously or do you want me to like change their ages and put them in a situation where they haven't met. So yeah, just leave a comment.

Also wanted to say thank you for all of the support, I truly means so much to me. I really do enjoy writing minizerk books and to see all of the votes and comments and how many reads, I truly means so much to me. I remember when I would originally look up minizerk on Wattpad and like two or three books would show up. Now there is a whole entire collection of books and I like try to read them all. It is just insane to think about. So yeah, I just wanted to thank you all for that, it truly means so much to me.

Anyway that is all, this is it, the end of camp. I hope I didn't make you guys cry to much, but not everything is sunshine and rainbows, I learned that from reading other books. Anyway, bye!