Camp -minizerk AU-

Why?

A/N: just look at Simon's face and that will explain all of the feels that are going to happen.

Simon's P.O.V.

It was now the morning and after last night nothing could be better.

I woke up pretty early to happy to stay asleep. I looked up at the top of the bunk to try and see Josh, he wasn't there.

I got up and looked outside, to see Josh, talking to Freya. I felt my heart sink, maybe Josh hasn't changed. The only thing that has changed is that he obviously doesn't care about me.

"Hey are you okay?" I hear Tobi say, scaring me.

"Oh, I didn't realize I woke you up, sorry. I just, I just, I don't know." I said as he sat next to me.

"You got to get over him, anyway he is with that girl now. There are so many better options." Tobi said as he patted my shoulder, got up and walked out of the room.

Maybe I should just get over him. Maybe he was just using me. Maybe I'm not suppose to be with. This was all just a figment of my imagination.  What I thought I had with Josh, was really nothing. I had imagined it all. I imagined that he actually had changed and that he could actually love me.

I then heard the door open. It was Josh.

"Hey," he said as he peeked around the room, "I missed you."

"No, you missed using me. I saw you talking to her. It was like nothing ever happened. Do you even remember last nigh? Or were you just drunk or some shit like that and that is why you were so willing to. I know that you were trying to change, but you said that you would never hurt me in the way. That was obviously a lie, just like everything else." I said in rage as I got up off of the ground.

"Simon, what are you talking about?" He said  grabbing my arm.

"Don't touch me, you asshole." I yelled as I pulled my arm away.

"Simon, I didn't do anything. I love you. I was talking to her because I was breaking up with her. I love you Simon, no one else." He said as he tried to grab my hand.

"Stop lying to me. You fucking used me. I lost my virginity to a fucking faggot." I said before I regretted everything.

His face just turned from sympathetic to just sad. Just sad. Nothing else.

"Yeah, I guess you did. I guess we now both know who each other really are. I did love you Simon, I truly did. Look at my phone." He said as he showed me a text message.

It was to Freya, saying that he wanted to break up.  She asked to FaceTime and he agreed.

"Yeah, Simon. You didn't even give me time. I truly did love you, but I could never love a man who says words like that." He said as he just bumped me with his shoulder and walked out.

I am so stupid. What did I do?

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A/N: sorry that I haven't uploaded in so long. Probably might upload again today, not really sure. I've just been busy doing things, but yeah. That's it. Bye! Also thanks for all of the support. I truly appreciate it. You guys are awesome. Anyway, bye!