Trying to Survive

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There is a void where my soul should be

A bottomless pit from hell to eternity.

I am a cynic wearing a dreamers veil,

I am a dreamer, whose dreams always fail.

I laugh with the monsters within my head,

Yet I fear the ones lurking under my bed.

I laugh at love - a clichéd thing,

What fool believes their love is sealed with the existence of a ring?

I fear the ocean, and the secrets it keeps,

Yet how can fear the dark when it is within me?

I love the darkness, and what it brings,

Yet I hate the tears and thoughts it sings.

I am terrified of receiving love

For who couldn't trust one with eyes of doves?

I fear the hackneyed drag of existence alone.

Yet it is the only life I have ever known.

I fear rejection from another, dear

Yet I reject all who come near.

Alice in Wonderland appeals to me,

Come, flee down the rabbit hole with me.

Edgar Allan Poe, a cynic with a dream,

How his maddened words speak to me!

I am a dreamer in a cynics guise,

I'm guess I'm simply trying to survive.

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