Tatum's POV:
I look up at my loving boyfriend who is hovering above me at the moment. As I lie on my bed with him present, I think about how lucky I am to have him in my life, and the way he makes me feel. Just him being above me right now, looking down on me with such, love and, passion, makes me feel wanted and important. Everything that I've ever wanted to feel. And to experience it, all I need is to have Ross by my side.
Our relationship is still a secret, and we haven't told not one person. Not one living soul knows about us, other than ourselves. I honestly don't know how much longer we're going to keep this, beautiful, magical experience a secret, but truthfully, I don't care. I don't care how long Ross wants to keep us private, all I care about is that I have him in my life. So, he doesn't have to tell anybody for as long as we live, as long as I am with him.
Ross is the sweetest, most caring, and most amazing boyfriend in the world. I could not as for a better guy. He's protective, and he never would hurt my feelings. He makes sure I'm safe, and he loves me just right. He would never hurt me, and he would never let any other person in this world hurt me. I appreciate him so much, and I don't know where I would be today without him.
Life has been so much easier with Ross. I've been so much more confident, and I believe in myself so much more. And honestly, I think Ross is going to win the bet. Ever since I've met him, and we've been going out, I've began to feel more beautiful, all thanks to him. I mean, I'm not like, conceded or anything, and I don't think I'm prettier or better than anybody else, but Ross has helped me realize that I'm worth it. And he's told me I'm worth everything to him, and that I mean everything to him. He's told me I'm worth fighting for, and I'm worth dying for. He's also informed me that he'd take a bullet for me, which made me cry. That's the sweetest, most nicest thing that a guys ever said to me. And honestly, I'd take a bullet for him too.
"You're so cute, baby," Ross placed a small kiss on my cheek. I blushed madly.
The feeling. The feeling I get when he call me baby. It's just so unreal. I get all tingly inside. I feel, butterflies or something. I feel special, and wanted, and just, amazing.
Ross has so many adorable nicknames for me. I love them all so much. I've been called baby, babe, darling, princess, love, sweetheart, and so many more. It's just the sweetest thing when he throws in a cute little nickname.
"Thank you. You're quite adorable yourself, babe." I smile. He smiles as well, causing me to giggle and leave a small peck on his lips. He blushes a bit.
"So, you wanna do something today?" He asked. I nod and lick my lips. "Good, because I was thinking we could go to my house. You know, watch some movies, eat some snacks, have some... alone time."
I gently grinned and nodded slowly. When Ross says the words 'alone time', I know he doesn't mean anything naughty. He's told me this before. He just wants to have some time to himself with me, because of our secret relationship, we can't let anybody catch us doing coupley things. So when we have this so called, alone time, we cuddle and kiss and laugh together. Just normal couple things. And I absolutely love our alone time.
Ross informed me that his siblings and band mate were out of the house for the afternoon, so we could enjoy our alone time as a couple. I kind of feel bad and a bit guilty keeping our relationship from his siblings, mostly because Ross is related to them, and family shouldn't have secrets. I believe that Ross should be able to tell his brothers and sister anything, and they'll have his back. But I want to wait a while longer to tell him that, because I don't want to pressure him. I want him to be comfortable with who he's telling about us, and when he telling them.
Ross pulled himself off of me and stuck out his hand for me to grasp onto. I did exactly that and he pulled me up off of the comfort of my bed. We laced our fingers together as we found our way to the door of my bedroom.
We walked down the steps together, holding hands, with my head partially rested on Ross's shoulder. We made our way to the bottom of the stair case and then began walking toward the front door. It was quiet, until I heard a gasp. My eyes widened as we turned around to come face to face with my mother.
Her dirty blonde hair was in a high ponytail, as her hand covered her mouth in shock. She looked at us with shock, but nothing more. I don't know exactly what she was thinking, but it couldn't be good.
I panicked. What if she makes us break up? What if she tells my dad? Oh my goodness, if she tells dad, I'm dead! I suddenly squeeze Ross's hand tighter, and I feel him squeeze my back gently, like telling me everything was going to be okay. Of course, I had to believe him, he's always right.
"Are you two - are you together?" My mother asked, with a hand on her hip. Those were the only words that fell out of her mouth.
I breathed in deeply, and let out a long breath. "Mom, I can explain -"
"Honey, calm down. You two are so; so cute together! Why haven't you told me?"
What? My mother, is totally fine with her fifteen year old daughter, well, almost fifteen anyway, go out with an eighteen year old. A legal adult? Am I going crazy? Am I even hearing things right?
I furrowed my eyebrows, but at the same time, I was totally relieved. My mom gave a huge smile and walked over to me. She gave me a hug and kisses my head. She gave Ross a hug also, which made me smile. It was so adorable. My mother and my boyfriend hugging and getting along. Aw.
"Wait, you're not mad?" I asked with concern. She shook her head and smiled at me. This is just truly amazing.
"Mrs. Prescott, I promise to take good care of your daughter. She means everything to me, and I like her very much. She makes me feel like nobody else ever has. She makes me - she makes me happy. I am so very happy with your daughter in my life. Please don't take her away from me, " Ross finished.
I definitely had some tears in my eyes that let loose. Ross is so sweet, and that just made him even sweeter. I love how much my boyfriend cares about me, and I'm very lucky. Most girls don't have this. They don't have it like I do. They don't have their own Ross. But, there's only one true Ross Shor Lynch, and he's all mine.
"Aw, Ross. You know, I haven't known you very long, but I've known you long enough to know that you're a good kid, and a very sweet boy. I completely trust you with my daughter, and I'm glad you're hers. You've gotten a true miracle right in your hands, Ross. I wouldn't let it go. You're very lucky," my mom pronounced. I smiled up at Ross, as he did the same down at me.
"Thanks mom." I walked over to her and gave her a giant hug, with lots of love. I am so glad that my mom is who she is. She's so sweet, and caring, and considerate. I admire those things about her. I hope one day, when I become a mom, I'll be just like her.
But, there's one thing I'm still worried about. Dad. My mom cannot tell my dad about Ross and I yet. He'll flip out. But honestly, she can't tell anybody. Ross and I aren't ready to come out yet, and if she tells one of her friends, they might spread the word and it may get out. We can't have that.
I place my face by my mothers ear and whisper to her, "Please don't tell dad yet. We're not ready."
I pull away and my mom nods at me. Perfect. I have the best mom in the world. I have the perfect family, the perfect friends, the perfect band, and definitely the perfect boyfriend.
After telling my mother where Ross and I were headed to, we said our goodbyes and my boyfriend and I exited my house. We walked out to his car and he opened the passenger side door for me.
Ross buckled me up like he usually does and left a peck on my lips like he always does as well. But before shutting my door and walking to his side, this time he said,
"You know, your mom was right, you are truly a miracle. My miracle."
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OMG! GUYS! I missed you so much! I'm SO SORRY that I haven't been on in a while. It's a long story...😣 I love you all and again, I apologize.
Stay Rossome!
-flawless_ross (paige)
