*****************1 hour later*********************
I walked out of the OR. I didn't know what went wrong. I had everytging under control. Atleast I thought I had. But at the last minute I lost control of the whole thing.
"How could this have been the outcome?" I thought to myself. Cursing myself mentally.
I walked out to the patient waiting room, trying to control my tears as I went. Jack was gone. I lost my tiny human. Now my dream of little caskets is coming true. That what they'll put him in. A tiny casket.
Jack's parent stood up as I approached them. I swallowed hard.
"There were some complications during the surgery...there was to much bleeding...and Jack didn't make it...I'm sorry..." I was on the verge of tears but I had to hold it in. His mother started weeping. His father looked heartbroken.
"Just go..." he said. I turned around and fled to nearest on-call room. Ignoring the people who called my name on the way.
I needed to cry. I needed it to be Okay. But it can never be okay. I sat down on the bed and pulled my scrub cap off. I put my head in my hands and the tears came. I heard the door open, but I didn't look up.
"Arizona..." was all Callie said before she sat down and wrapped her arms around me.
I didn't move. Didnt look up. All I did was cry. For how long I cried. I don't know.
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Life after the Storm (Calzona Fanfic)
FanfictionWe have forgotten the past. The past is no longer with us. We fought everyday to keep what we had. And we had won . She is the love of my life. Calliope Torres. And our daughter Sofia Robbins Sloan Torres is my happiness and joy. I have them both ag...