Not So Sure Yet..

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The wedding.

Seth was in and out of focus.

Between Maid Of Honor duties and being pulled every which way all I wanted was to have 5 minutes alone with him.

We were supposed to be sharing a room but with everything at the moment I decided to just stay with Zachary and Lawrence.

"So I don't mind you staying with us but it's doesn't mean you have to be in the same bed..." Zachary whispers.

"I don't want to sleep by myself." I quickly turn to face him.

We lay there staring at each other. Who would've thought he would finally be brave enough to get married.

"Where's your mind at?" He whispers.

"You, I'm so proud of you Zachary. You deserve this, all of this happiness and life long companionship. You guys deserve all that and more." I smile sweetly to him.

"Your usually right, and think logically. So I'll take your word for it." He winks and gives me that smirk he's known for.

We stayed staring at each other. Life had definitely turned out differently than we expected.

Looking back I never saw this coming.

Than there's Seth.

I wish I could  just open up to him.
Damn why was I so guarded?

Than I think about Anthony why was it easy for me with him? Or did he just make me more guarded?

The part I know is that I'm in love with him. I love Seth Macfarlane and something needs to change before I lose that beautiful man.

Night came and went. Again.

I took one last look in the mirror. I feel... Geez I don't even know how to feel anymore.

Anxiousness always seems to be clenching my belly.

Nowadays it's just nonstop.

The makeup artist had finally finished and left for me to dress myself.

I wore a gold maxi skirt with a plain white sleeved top. I left my hair down in loose curls.

 I left my hair down in loose curls

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Damn that makeup artist has got some talent

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Damn that makeup artist has got some talent.

Yulp I was nervous. I'm not really a dressing up type chick. The nicest I have ever looked was for New Years.

But this was a wedding rehearsal.

I glanced one more time at myself and decided hey it's now or never.

I ascended down the stairs. Walking confident? No probably not.

"Dammit.." Quinn looked up not recognizing the voice before her.

"Nathan?" I stopped in my tracks.

I couldn't believe who was in front of me after all this time.

"Oh my God.... Nathan?" I lifted up my maxi dress and began to run towards him.

Nathan was a lot like Zachary.

Well in a way he was Zachary and than yet so different. He was his older brother.

I jumped into his arms and he swung me around before placing me back on the floor.

"What are you doing here I thought you couldn't make it?" I hold him at arms length.

He's still a handsome looking thing.

"Yea I know I wanted to surprise everyone. Damn your still beautiful. How are you what's going on the life of Quinn Davis Taylor these day?"

He's always had honest eyes that made you want to start a fire and have a few beers.

I rolled my eyes at him and gave my fake exasperated look.

"That bad huh?" He pulls me into a hug.

"Quinn."

My name begins to ring through my ears.

I glance over Nathan's shoulder and Nathan turns to see who's behind him.

There he is. My handsome guy.

"Seth." I say hoping I don't sound as flushed as I look.

He walks to me and places his left arm around my waist causing me to let Nathan's shoulder go.

He extends his arm to Nathan.

Nathan forcefully places his hand in Seth's.

"Nathan this is Seth.. My boyfriend." I say trying to get someone's attention but I'm sure they don't notice.

They stay starring at each other for what seems like hours.

"Big brother!!!" Someone screeches.

"Oh thank god.." I mumble under my breath.

Seth grabs my hand and pulls me aside.

"You look beautiful." He rubs my lower waist.

The goosebumps start and I can feel myself get red.

I lower my fave to avoid his gaze.

"Look at me." I look up those big beautiful dark brown eyes and that beautiful I want you smirk.

That look there is enough for me.

The time has finally come.

I lift my mouth to his and it's slow and the passion begins to flow from my body to his.

"I'm ready." I whisper against his cheek as he kissed my jaw.

It stops his kiss.

I feel it on resting on my jaw.

Slowly he brings his face back to meet my gaze.

"Tonight.." I whisper. "Tonight's the night."

He seems lost at first.

Than he smiles. Closes his eyes. Kisses me.

Than whispers in my ear.

"Tonight's the night you finally become mine."

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