I was up by 4 am.
Seth slept soundly by my side and I took a few minutes to watch his profile. His beautiful cheekbones. He strong jaw and that scruffiness that was starting to form on him.
I leaned my head on my hand. What I would take for bravery at the moment.
To pounce on him like a wild animal. Truly I needed to find some sort of magic wizard to ask for courage.
"You know if you don't want me to start getting worried about you trying to kill me in my sleep I suggest you give me a kiss or get out of bed." His voice was rough in the morning.
He was still half asleep maybe just maybe I could get away with being a little frivolous.
I nuzzled his jaw and kissed his neck. His hands instantly grabbed the nape of my neck.
"Quinn what are you doing?"
"Something naughty with my boyfriend." I throw myself on top of him now.
His hands fall to my hips and I begin to feel him rock himself into me.
My mouth possesses him.
I feel his tongue trace my lower lip and grant him access without hesitation.
He lifts us both and tosses us over so now he's on top and I'm placed into the mattress.
"I've missed you Quinny..." He begins to grind himself into me.
I moan into his mouth. The build up is quick.
I lower my hand into the waste band of his pants and take his rock hard cock in my hand.
He pulled his pajama bottoms down to his ankles while I continued to stroke him.
He was grunting deeply and roughly from the back of his throat.
It was the most erotic sound I had heard in a long time.
He's watching the erotic scene unfold before hand and I feel him get harder in my hand.
"Now Seth... I'm ready now!" We can't keep doing this. I can't keep doing this.
It's now or never. I feel like completely giving myself to this man.
After last nights revelations. I want to give all my heart to him.
Build a future and plan a life.
Starting now.
"Are you sure?" He whispers against my mouth.
His movements are completely stilled now.
"Yes I'm completely and utterly falling for you and I'm ready to take this step with you."
I begin to rub the nape of his neck while our eyes are completely locked on each other.
"If there's one thing that Leslie and my grandma who was the only mother I knew have taught me. It's that we can be gone so unexpectedly and while nothing is going to take you away from me. I'm tired of waking up feeling so disconnected from you. We should be coming closer together not drifting further apart."
He lowers his mouth to mine and kisses me. The way he did the very first time.
"Promise me no one comes between us anymore Quinn." I take his lips.
"No one comes between us Seth. I'm yours so take me already." I whisper against his mouth and begin to kiss him again.
He lifts me up into his body and his hands begin to skim along the sides of my ribs lifting my tank top.
I instinctively raise my arms to cover my breasts. Since this is the first time they've been into full view during the day time.
"Don't..." He moves my arms back down and palms my left breast.
Our eyes lock. He begins to pull my nipple and my body obeys his every move. I feel my breasts push into him. Craving his attention.
I pull his shirt off and run my fingers through his chest hair. His broad shoulders and wider torso are to die for. He's not ripped but buff enough.
I feel my hands lightly trail his biceps and my nerves begin to set in.
He lays me down his mouth never leaving mine.
I'm on my back and under him again.
He begins to suckle and nuzzle his way down my stomach and soon I realize he's pulling off my spanks and underwear's.
I place my hand on my sex blocking Seths' view.
"Move your hand baby..." He whispers against my hand.
He looks up from in-between my thighs and it's the most erotic sight I have ever seen.
I moan out in pleasure. That simple gesture was enough to drive me over the edge.
I move my hand completely and feel it replaced by Seths' mouth.
I lift my hips to try to and put my tempo but his hands still me.
His tongue is moving inside me I can feel it.
And I can't help the sound that escapes my mouth.
Was that really me? Who knew something like this could feel so good.
I begin to feel it. The flutter of an orgasm. My body is heightening and my breath is quickening. Than i feel my body rupture against his tongue.
My eyes are closed and I'm quickly coming down from my high. He places himself over me and I realize this is it.
Another step towards our end goal.
My orgasm had calmed me. But now I'm high on the adrenaline rush.
My body is shaking from the nerves.
"Just relax baby it's me and you okay. I'm not gonna hurt you. If you want to stop it's not too late and if during you decide that you want to change your mind all you have to do is say so okay?"
His are eyes soft and now I just want him to bury himself within me. And get completely lost in this feeling.
I begin to kiss him again.
My nerves are so shot up I can't speak so I hope that everything he hopes or wants to here my body or my mouth will say it all.
"I'm ready." I reply breathlessly.
He lines himself up at my entrance. And I can feel the tip of him rubbing my folds.
He's about to enter me.
So close yet so far.
The pounding at the door startles us and he protectively covers my body with his own.
He can't help it. I know he can't, but he still gets angry.
"WHAT??" He yells and throws his gaze towards the room door.
A small voice is finally found somewhere.
"Leslie collapsed were heading to the hospital."