My Beautiful Bella [COMPLETED]

Chapter 12

Introduction.          

Bella P.O.V

        It's been two months.  Two months of constant screams for help at night, with no one to comfort me.  Two months of being trapped in Edwards room.  I haven't step foot in my room since he left, I've been sleeping in his room, hoping he would come back.  Every day at school now, I don't sit at my usual desk, and Esme knows how I still feel, so she lets me sit at his seat.  I've been a loner ever since he left.  I haven't been talking to Jacob or my other friends.  I always keep to myself and never talk to anyone.  I guess people are saying I'm depressed now, but I just ignore them. 

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        It's now been almost a year since Edward left.  I didn't bother celebrating my birthday because I just thought it wasn't that special to me anymore.  I've been doubting that I'll ever see him again, I just gave up hope.  He's not coming home, I'm never going to see him again, and he'll never see me again either.  My heart has still not healed from the thought of him leaving.  Each time I see the others I think of him, and it pains me.  It brings me pain to ever think of him, and how he'll never come back.

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12 Years Later...

        My name is Bella Swan, I'm seventeen years old.  I was abused by my father when I was four years old.  I was adopted by the Cullen family, who I later found out were vampires.  I met one of their sons who I thought hated me, but I was wrong.  He loved me very much.  His name was Edward Cullen.  He loved me to the point where he left to protect me.  I meant everything to him.  I haven't see him for almost twelve years.  I feel that apart of me would never let that feeling go.

         My name is Bella Swan, I'm seventeen years old.  I fell in love with the best person I've ever met.  He left for my safety.  I don't know if I'll ever see him again, but I'm fine now.

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        "Bella wake up! It's time for school!"  I growled and tried to ignore Alice's screams.  As you can probably tell I'm still the most stubborn person you'll ever meet.  Me and the rest of the Cullen's are starting at a new school.  A lot has happened in my life since Edward left.  Jacob stopped being my friend a long time ago.  I didn't really feel sad, I deserved for him to leave me, I wanted to be alone. 

        We moved about two years ago, we moved to Alaska.  Esme and Carlisle thought it would be best since the house reminded me too much of Edward.  I didn't really like the idea, but I've grown to actually like Alaska.  We lived up in the woods again.  The Denali clan that Carlisle has brought up in some conversations, live near us too.  They were also vampires.  I've met them a few times, but we've stopped visiting them.  I don't really know why, but we just stopped.

        I walked downstairs already annoyed as Alice tried to put a smile on my face, but everyone knew that would not happen. 

        "When are you going to stop being a party pooper? I mean seriously? Are you still upset about the Edward thing are you? I mean it's been what twelve years? Can't you just forget about him and move on with your life?" Just hearing his name shattered my heart into millions of pieces.

         I felt the tears rushing back to my eyes.  I ran up back to my room before creating a scene.  I locked my door and jumped on my bed in complete tears. How could she? Out of all the people? She knows I'm still upset about that! Everyone does.  I could hear their voices walking upstairs.

        I heard Esme's voice more clearly than anyone else's.  She said something about, leaving me alone and to just go to school.  I started wiping my tears as I heard her knock on my door.

        "Bella, sweetie, can I come in please?" I slowly made my way to the door and unlocked it.  Soon enough I saw her smile entering the room. 

        "You know Alice didn't mean to hurt your feelings right?" She was wiping one last year that was making its way down my face.  I nodded, I did know that.  I knew very well that Alice doesn't mean everything she says.  She just says it.  She says everything that comes to her mind.  That's probably the first thing I learned to love about Alice.

        "I know that, it's just it still," I sighed not able to finish my sentence.

        "Sweetie I know, it still pains you, it hurts all of us to still see you this way.  We're all still sorry," I nodded laying my head on her shoulder as she gave me a hug.

        "I just don't get it," I said as I got up from my bed, and started pacing around my room, "I thought I was completely over this.  That I've moved on.  I guess just the constant reminders of him still hurts me."

        "I know, we've tried not to bring him up, but you know, some of us already moved on.  And I know it takes you a little longer than the rest of us.  He was special to you, we get it, you loved him, and he loved you.  It's very hard."  I tried not to start crying again, but I couldn't.  I rushed back into Esme's arms embracing her in a hug of complete sadness, hoping that the pain would just go away.

        We sat there for a bit still hugging as my tears started to clear up.  I moved myself away from her, she started smiling.  I don't know why, but it made me smile for some unknown reason. 

        "Someone's here for you Bella," I tilted my head still confused of what was going on, but before I could ask, she left the room.

        I heard another knock on my door, I thought it was Esme again, so I went back to open the door revealing what I thought was Esme, was definitely not her.  Instead there was someone else, someone who I thought I would never see again.  His bronze hair, crooked smile, golden eyes, and perfect complexion.

        I could feel heart come to a complete stop. It was him it was really him.  I was in tears again as I heard his lovely voice again, the one I haven't heard in years, the one I haven't heard say my name so perfectly in a long time, "Hey Bella."

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       Isabelle