Do you even care? //yoonmin

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I lay on my bed, face on the pillow, snuggling a stuffed Kumamon. Every once in a while I would sniffle and tried to hold back tears that lightly flowed down my cheeks onto my pillow. I was started when I heard a door opening, specifically my door.

"Yoongi-" it was Jimin's voice. I buried my head in the pillow trying not to make any noise as if I was asleep. Hopefully he couldn't see the tears that were on the white pillowcase. His voice silenced and I heard the click of the door shutting, but he didn't just shut the door to leave, he shut the door with him inside.

"Are you okay?" I heard him walk over. Maybe if I stay like this he will think I'm asleep. I shut my eyes tight and bit my lip.

"Yoongi I know you are awake, you never fall asleep with your face flat on the pillow," darn.

"I'm fine," I squeaked. Couldn't have made it any more obvious Yoongi?

"Yoongi, don't lie to me, what's wrong?" I looked up, eyes probably puffy, and Jimin sat on the bed next to me. I sat up and now we were side by side.

"It's nothing, just a song I'm having trouble producing..." I lied.

"Yoongi, I'm serious. You never cry over things like that," the concern in Jimin's voice rang out through my ears. He doesn't even care...

"Just tired of practicing so much... I try, I really do," my voice cracked and I began to cry again. "But then I just fail and-"

"Shhhh," Jimin wrapped his arm around me. It did comfort me, but at the same time I got the chills from his touch. Suddenly, he lifted up my sleeve quickly revealing my scars. "I knew it," he muttered.

"Jimin no, I fell and-"

"Stop with the lying Yoongi!" Jimin stood angrily. I sat looking up at him as he gave me an evil look, but then I began to cry again. Keep it together Yoongi, you're such a baby!
Jimin's expression changed quickly and he sat back down to comfort me. "I'm sorry."

We sat in silence, well, almost silence because my quiet whimpers and sniffles were still present.

"Uh, Yoongi, I have a question..." Jimin's voice trailed off and I looked at him and slightly nodded unsure if I wanted to hear his question or not. "Well it's more like a statement."

"Mmhm?" I managed to make a sound.

"I like you, Yoongi. Like... A lot."

I sat motionless for a few seconds. What? The guy I have had a crush on for the longest time... Likes me? I looked into his eyes and he looked serious.

"I-uh like you too," I spoke. It sounded very wimpy but I spoke the truth. Jimin let out a huge sigh and wrapped his arms around me. It startled me at first but then I wrapped my arms around him as well.

"Yoongi, will you be my boyfriend?"

"Mmmhm," I said muffled in his shirt. He couldn't notice, but I was actually smiling. Smiling for the first time in a long time, it felt strange but I liked it.