Do you even care? //yoonmin

0.4

Jimin ended up falling asleep on my bed with me, but we were just snuggled up against each other and did nothing bad. I guess he got up earlier than I did because when I woke up, the other side of the bed felt empty and it was cold.

I got up rubbing my eyes and dragged myself into the kitchen. I found an orange haired boy sitting and eating some left over rice.

"Good morning," he spoke in a sincere tone. I just groaned back, I didn't feel like giving back an actual answer. "Hurry up and eat and get dressed, we have practice in 30 minutes."

I groaned even louder at the thought of practicing... And eating. I decided to just grab a water and sneak out of the kitchen without Jimin noticing that I skipped breakfast, and luckily, he didn't.

My room felt cold and I didn't want to change into basketball shorts, but I knew once I started dance practice, I would regret not wearing thinner clothes. My sweatshirt, however, stayed on me because I didn't want anyone else knowing what I do to myself.

Once I entered the practice room I started stretching like everyone else and Jungkook started a conversation.

"Are you guys excited for our comeback?" He smiled. I guess the mood was pretty dull so I was thankful for his attempt to make the mood better.

"I am!" Taehyung cheered and the other members nodded and followed up with their responses that were similar to V's. Even I managed to mumble a yeah.

"Only a month left of this hard training and then our fans will be able to see what we have worked on for so long," Namjoon stood up once he finished stretching and we all followed his example and stood too.

I made eye contact with Jimin and he gave me a smile. Do the others know that we are dating? My question was answered when Jimin held his pointer finger to his mouth motioning for me to be quiet. I slightly nodded back.

The music started playing and Jin began mouthing the words to our new song while we began our dancing. It hurt my wrist as every move I made my scars would scrape against my sleeves. I felt as if my weight was pulling me to the ground. Jimin claims that I am one of the thinnest in the group, but I don't believe it.

I managed to go through the first run with only a single mistake that wasn't even that stupid or noticeable. We repeated this process several times until we all became tired. I guess the practice was finally able to pay off because I managed to do well.

"Great job today," Jhope smiled at me. I nodded cracking a smile while out of breath from the hard work. We all left to go our separate ways and I crashed in my room. Jimin followed and crashed next to me.

"You worked hard today," he started playing with my hair. I quickly dropped the subject of me working hard ignoring it and spoke what was on my mind earlier.

"Why are we keeping our relationship a secret?"

It was quiet for a while until Jimin replied back.

"Well, I don't want fans getting either really mad or too excited about this, who know what the guys will think, and also our manager wouldn't approve."

"Oh, I didn't think of that, sorry," I started fiddling with my fingers. He probably just hates me and doesn't want to be seen with me.

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Short and crappy like me. It will get better, bye bye.