Do you even care? //yoonmin

0.6

(Song used later in chapter above)

The next day was the same as any other. Wake up, possibly nibble on some food so I can have some energy for the day, practice hard, shower, and go to my room. Life was starting to feel like a drag and I honestly don't see how the other members aren't suffering like I do.

Jimin has been complementing me all day on my looks. I don't get what he sees with me and sometimes I wish he would just compliment me on my dancing instead... But I'm not going to complain too much because I am pretty content with his compliments.

"Yoongi, I'm coming in."

Jimin walked in my room and made his way over to me.

"We have grocery duty, come on."

We usually take turns on who picks up the food and other necessities and today was my day to go out, but I guess Jimin decided to join me. I had honestly forgot and was planning to just sleep the rest of the day.

"Okay," I groaned and got up. My legs were in pain from the soreness and my stomach felt like an empty hole. I had begun to get used to that feeling for a while now so it didn't effect me a lot, but the soreness sure did slow me down. 

I guess Jimin did notice my pain and commented, "Do you want me to carry you?"

I quickly shook my head.

"No, I'm way too heavy," Jimin ignored me and crouched over so I could hop on his back. I decided not to reject the offer and used all of the strength left in my legs and hopped up.

"Yoongi, you barely weigh that much, have you still been skipping meals?" Jimin spoke with a concerned tone and he carried me out from the door and we started our way to the exit of the building. I decided not to comment and kept my mouth shut. Jimin didn't even bother to try and get it out of me because he already knew the answer. "Please eat something for me okay?"

I rest my chin on his shoulder and nodded. Once we left the building it was not a very far walk to the nearest grocery store and we probably looked like idiots while he was carrying me. I was just happy that no one recognized us.

"Here," Jimin handed me a face mask that had a kumamon on in so that people wouldn't recognize us and I slipped my hood up. Jimin put his on as well but his was just all black.

"Thank you," I mumbled. "You can let go of me now."

He dropped me off at the entrance of the store and we walked in.

"Hey, I will pick up the food items and you can go and pick up Namjoon some new headphones because he lost his again," Jimin spoke slightly chuckling and emphasized the 'again'. It was probably the 2nd pair of headphones he lost this month and this month isn't even halfway done with.

"Okay, meet me in the candy isle when you are done?" I said. I was hoping that I could convince Jimin to pick me up some of my favorite candies.

"Okay," Jimin smiled and turned to start his job. I turned the other way to head to the electronics section. I was thankful that Jimin decided to pick up the most stuff and all I had to get was headphones, but I still felt a little guilty. As I approached the section I spotted just a black pair of headphones that weren't too expensive but they were nice enough to last. I didn't want to get anything fancy because Namjoon would probably break them or lose them.

"Oppa, is that you?" A high pitch voice was heard to my right. I turned to see a small girl, probably 12 or so, with long black hair and bangs looking at me. I figured this would happen because it's pretty difficult to walk the streets of Seoul and not get caught by at least one person. I quickly put on a smile and pulled down my mask.

"Shhh, don't blow my cover," I put a finger over my lips and she smiled wide.

"Is this a dream? Ah I can finally tell my friends I met you, I can never go to any of the concerts because they are always sold out!" She pouted. I felt bad for her and came up with an idea.

"Hey, what is your favorite song by us?"

"Definitely Cypher part 3!" Her eyes lit up and my heart melted at her cuteness. I was happy that she was a big fan of the rapper line.

"Do you want me to rap a little bit of my part for you?"

She nodded and slightly squealed. I quietly began rapping my part from Cypher part 3, specifically the part that keeps going and I can like never breath at. She was covering her mouth with her hand the whole time and seemed very fascinated with my rapping. Once I ended she hugged me abruptly. It scared me but I accepted it and hugged her back.

"Wow, I didn't know you were that skinny..." She pulled away but still had a smile on her face.

"I'm not that thin, but you sure are. I bet a lot of girls wish they were as pretty as you!" I have her a gummy smile and she blushed.

I guess she might be right... A lot of fans have begun to take notice on how thin I have gotten and it's starting to bother me a little. Don't people want me to be thin?

"Oh, Yoongi, there you are!"