Do you even care? //yoonmin

1.0

"Yoongi! You had me worried sick!" I felt my eyes open and I had all of the members in front of me. Of course, Jin was the one talking.

"I'm fine, leave me alone..." I stood up, but a little too fast and my vision was slightly blackened. I tried brushing it aside and walked towards the exit of the practice room.

I hated always being the one holding us back... I didn't want this attention. I feel like a burden to our group.

"Yoongi, come back! It's not your fault!" Taehyung yelled.

I stopped before I could open the door and turned looking him directly in the eyes. My cold stare met his eyes.

"Not my fault? Not my fault! This whole thing is my fault! Don't you dare tell me that it isn't my fault because you all know it's me and I'm just being a burden to BTS! Leave me alone and I will do the same for you!"

  I took one last look at the boys. Jungkook, Jimin, Namjoon, and Jin all looked shocked. I glanced at Taehyung and I gave him a glare. I turned around about to open the door but I was stopped by another voice.

  "You know what, Yoongi! It is all your fault! It's your fault because you don't let us help you!" Hoseok stood up yelling and looked at me with frustration.

  "I don't need your help! I can do things on my own okay? I'm not a child!" I yelled back.

  "You're surely acting like one! When will you be happy Yoongi? We are all waiting," his look went from anger to sympathy.

  "Tst," I rolled my eyes and turned. "Like any of you care," I walked out slamming the door. My face was reddened with anger and my bones ached as I walked towards my room.

  My mind raced with thoughts. Tsk like they care... I'm just a burden it would be best for all of us if I just left the group. It's not like any of the fans love me more than the precious maknae or the fearless leader...

  I dropped onto my bed, as usual, and closed my eyes. What was the point of going on... What's the point in anything anymore. My attention was caught off guard by shouts I quietly heard In the distance. I listened in closely.

  "Jin, it's not working, why do I have to try!" I heard a yell from Jimin.

  "I thought it would work, just keep trying you might be able to make him happy again, besides he likes you right?!" Jin's voice raised.

  "I don't want to fake it anymore!"

  My eyes opened. My heart stopped. My hearing lost its ability.

  Fake it.

  This was all a lie. Jimin doesn't like me... He never did! I knew it, why did I know this would happen.

  Fake it... Wait... Fake it?

  Maybe I could fake it too. Fake being happy. Fake being perfect. Fake being the member they have always wanted me to be.

  I removed my face from the blanket on my bed and saw a bottle of pain killers from my shelf. I quickly sat up and took the correct amount of dosage.

  I stood up and went to my computer. I sat down in the office chair and looked at my reflection on the black screen.

  The pain will be better by tomorrow... You will have a new song tomorrow... Show them you can fake it too. Fake being well.

                      Fake being happy.

  I grabbed my phone from the desk top and took a quick selca.

  Sugas tweet:

Working hard in the studio for a surprise! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ look forward to it!

  There that should do it...

  It only took a few seconds for the BTS group chat to go wild.

Taehyung: wth yoongi

Jimin: when was this a
thing...

Jin: ...

Namjoon: you okay
yoongs?

Jhope: uhh?

Jungkook: yeah you
okay?

  Yoongi : I'm fine, just
working on a new song,
  no need to worry :)

Namjoon: okay...

Taehyung: you sure
hyung..?

  Yoongi: positive, just thought
  I should cut the crap and put
  in some effort.

  I looked back at the picture I posted and read the comments.

"So excited!"
"Yoongi oppa~!"
"I love you Yoongi!"
"Don't overwork yourself ^^"
"Ah so EXCITED!!!!"

  I smiled at the screen. This could work.

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Such a hectic chapter I'm sorry! I decided where I want this story to go so it's all part of the story line :) don't worry this is a yoonmin fanfic after all so be patient yoonmin will come!!!!!!!