Do you even care? //yoonmin

1.4

  "Aish," I groaned when I was pulled into a room. I opened my eyes after wincing. It was Jimins room. After straightening up I looked at Jimin who had a concerned look on his face.

"Why?" Jimin looked my in the eyes and held onto my shoulders. "Don't think I didn't hear you... Why do you do this to yourself?"

I stood frozen. I thought I was quiet enough. I tried to brush away the sadness quickly and put on the act again.

"I'm fine, I promise! I just had a stomach ache since this morning," I let out a smile. Don't break Yoongi. My heart hurt and everything was flowing through my mind. Jimin hates you... All of bts hates you... The fans hate you...

"Yoongi, you're lying to me, just stop acting!"

I lost it. I broke into tears and backed away from his grip. I couldn't hold back anymore. My heart was broken and I clenched my fists.

"Maybe you should stop acting too, Jimin!"

He looked at me with confusion. Please Jimin, don't act anymore.

"What?"

"I heard you talking to Jin! About acting out this whole relationship! Do me a favor? I won mini golf so I still get that favor right?"

  I choked on my tears.

  "Stop trying! Get out of my life, Jimin!"

I tried going to the door and reached for the doorknob but Jimin stood in front of it.

"Yoongi-"

"MOVE JIMIN!" I sobbed raising my voice. Jimin put his hands on my face in held me in place. I didn't bother to squirm because I didn't have the energy.

"Listen to me, Yoongi!" He looked me in the eyes. I gave up and sobbed looking him back in the eyes. "You didn't hear the full thing, Yoongi."

"Hmm?" I made noise between my sobs.

  "I said I don't want it to be fake anymore, I want it to be real!"

  Now he was crying.

  "Jin said I wasn't allowed to make it a real relationship. He didn't want me to get emotionally attached! It's too late, Yoongi. I tried to make you like me less, but it didn't work. Don't think I didn't think you were acting, Yoongi. I told you I liked the happy you because I thought it would make you like me less and me try to get over you. But Yoongi, I like you the way you are. All of your flaws and everything. Please... Yoongi, please..." He was shaking and sobbing.

  Everything hit me at once. Happiness, sadness, anger, confusion, fear... I didn't know what to say.

  Happiness from Jimin saying he didn't want it to be fake

  Sadness from all the pain I went through and is still feeling.

  Anger from Jin telling Jimin not to love me and Jimin trying to listen to him.

  Confusion over the whole situation and how Jimin wasn't acting.

  And finally, fear from the thought of what would happen now.

  "Jimin I-"

  "Please Yoongi, just let me do this."

  Jimin pulled my face forward and his lips connected with mine. I couldn't help it, I loved his boy more than anything, more than myself. I kissed back putting my hands up to his neck.

  I love you, Jimin.

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Sorry it's a little short but I hope you enjoyed hehehhehehehehhehwhe *cries* leave a comment and maybe a favorite so I can see if you like this story or not heh.

Should I add music to every chapter or no??????

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