Katrina POV: its been a year since i last heard from or seen Quinn and personally i dont care. Quinn & I we are no longer together, I mean when we broke it was ugly. Before that we were argueing about something and it got to the point where we just broke up. I mean it was coming we were distant from each other. But if I see him now I dont know what I would do.
Shaina is going with Mike and they've been floating in paradise. She's happy in where she stands. And he's happy in where he is career wise still playing ball. Well thats where all the guys are. Some playing for the knicks and nets. And me im getting offers to be a physical trainer for the knicks and brooklyn. I cant choose between the two, which is why shaina & the girls are helping pick.
Shaina, Kayla, and Taylor are meeting with me in Little Italy for a girls day. I got out of bed and went through my closet for something to where.
Outfit: true religions, black & white sweater, bailey bow uggs
I laid that on my bed and went into my bathroom and started my hygiene routine. I got out the shower got dressed. I straightened my hair then put on my FRE$H beanie grabbed my jacket, key and my bag then left.
I locked up my apartment and walked over to the elevator and waitied. As I waited for the elevator, I heard the voice that used to make me laugh & happy maybe once in awhile annoyed.
Him: Katrina?
Me: Quinn.
It has to be my ass.
Him: long time no see.
Me: i know.
Him: well you look good.
Me: thanx you do too.
He did to, I cant front. But there's rumors going around saying that he's "daiting" some model chick.
Him: so I hear that there's a rally up for you between the Knicks and Nets.
Me: yeah but mostly likely I'll be with a knicks.
Him: cool.
We both got on the elevator. My phone started to ring saved before the conversation could get anyfurther. It was Shaina.
Me: hello?
Shaina: where you at?
Me: in the elevator
Shaina: hurry you hispanic ass up
Me: chill out homie damn
Shaina: anyway we gotta talk on our way to Taylor's
Me: what about?
Shaina: just be prepared.
Me: alright
Shaina: see you
She hung up on me. Now she got me wondering about what we have to talk about. Itcould be about Quinn. It could be about plenty of things that I just dont want to talk about. I was snapped out of my thoughts cuz quinn was saying something.
Quinn: are you single?
Me: why do you care?
Quinn: because
Me: because what? Arent daiting that model?
Quinn: no media is making it seem like that. But I'm single.
Me: oh
Sounding like I dont care makes him feel some type of way. Just by the look on his face. I mean why should I still care? You said we're done, so we're done. I mean we can be friends but im not crossing that barrier.
The elevator dinged we both walked out of the elevator. But before I could reach the doors he grabbed my hand pulled me to him.
Quinn: lunch tomorrow at 12:30
Me: you asking me or telling me.
Quinn: take it how you want.
Me: maybe you'll see me maybe you wont.
Quinn: *smirks* trust I'll see you
He let my hand go and walked out the lobby, I followed right behind him, walked to Shaina's car. I got in her car put the seat belt on and she pulled off.
Shaina: what was the hold up?
Me: you wouldn't believe it.
Shaina: who was it.
Me: Quinn.
Shaina: tf. Why was he holding you up.
Me: we happen to live on the same floor and he was at the elevator with me we was talking on the elevator and before i could leave the lobby he was like "lunch tomorrow at 12:30"
Shaina: what you say?
Me: maybe you'll see me maybe you wont he was like trust I'll see.
Shaina: you gonna go?
Me: maybe i dont know yet.
Shaina: go maybe you guys can talk over somethings and maybe work on a relationship.
Me: no cause i don't want it to end out like the last one.
Shaina: but who said it would end out like the last one. You gotta be able to take risks and go with it. You and I both know what y'all was going through was some dumb shit and y'all couldve worked through that. But i guess thats what they mean by bestfriends shouldn't date each other.
I shrugged my shoulders and just thought on what she said. I mean she's right. We lost a child last year and at the time I didn't know I was pregnant. He started to claim that I killed what was supposed to be our child. At the time I didn't want to be bothered with nobody. Rumors started to come up about him seeing other people. I asked him about it he confirmed that he did and that was the end of our relationship.
Could he have possibly change over a year? Cant answer that question. All I do know is that we were both wrong.
We pulled up to Taylor apartment. Taylor is Josh's girlfriend. They met at the mall when we shopping one day and from there the rest is history. She's chill and cool she's like my other diary. She helps with advice and her thoughts can help you. But she is a fashion designer with her own line and everything. And she's my stylist for big events but i usually need her help when i have no clue on what to wear.
Taylor: hey dolls
Me&Shaina: hey Tay
Taylor: where's Kayla?
Shaina: she said she'll meet us at the restaurant.
We're going christmas shopping. We do parents family first. Including me Shaina. Then friends last.
Shaina started driving to New Jersey while we listening to Cassie Rockabyebaby.
Taylor: why you not talking Kat?
Me: just thinking
Shaina: but guess what happened to her tho?
Taylor: what?
Me: I seen Quinn before we came and got you all he said was lunch tomorrow at 12:30 no big deal.
Taylor: are you gonna go?
Me: i dont know.
Taylor: well you should go to see what he has to say if its about bull shit leave if not then get up and go. Maybe you guys can relight the relationship.
I shrugged shoulders. I dont really want to think about all that.
