Let Me Love You

Chapter 25

Jason POV

I had sighed in relief once I had gotten great news, the shipments of guns and the marijuana came in with no mishaps.

I mean it's been kind of dreary since the last deliver because of the Mafia and Morgan. Morgan isn't who he seems to be, Miley is just completely blinded by his looks and charms.

I care very much for Miley and I think I might be in love with her, but it's too soon to tell, Rebecca was talking to me earlier saying that she was clearly in love with Morgan.

"What the hell you thinking about bro? The lakers are losing to the cavs!" Ryan yelled grabbing me out of my twisted thoughts.

"Good because the Lakers are shit because of Kobe now." I responded placing my half full beer can back onto the coffee table.

"Cavs are 8-2 Lakers are 2-8" I argued clearly stating that the Lakers haven't been really brushing up their skills.

"Ha he told you." Za chuckled looking up from the basketball game that he was so focused on.

"Speaking of basketball, where is your sexy girlfriend?" He smiled devilishly.

"One, I don't know, and two call my girlfriend sexy again I will break your fucking neck Ryan." I made a slaughtering motion with my hand making him roll his eyes.

"I thought you guys broke up?" Za asked sitting on the edge of the couch to hear more details.

She's acting like we broke up, she won't talk to me look at me, text me or anything else that includes some kind of communication.

"I think I love her." I said suddenly. The all started to stare at me cluelessly with their mouths hanging down to the floor."No, no, no, your Jason McCann." Ryan pointed out walking across the room to sit next to me. "I just love how she's nerdy when she's around me, how her eyes glistens when she looks at me, how loud she moans my name when I fuck her senselessly, and when she acts like a regular girls but even though she really isn't."

"Dude! Your all fucked up in the brain!" Chaz yelled from across the room.

"Yeah, we are this close to getting all the guns and shit that we need to be the biggest gang on earth!" Za continued. "Even though you like this girl I think you need to drop her so you can focus on your career, I mean your most wanted in Japan and Italy! We can't afford any distractions."

Before I could answer, my phone started to ring I picked it up seeing it was Dave he was the one who messaged me if we had any complications.

"What Dave?" I gritted my teeth in anger replaying all the things that the guys had said to me. "We can't afford any distractions"and "your fucked up in the brain".

"Everything is going...ok I mean we only have half the product."

"Half!!" From the corner of my eye the gang was sitting and watching my movements. "What the hell Dave I thought we were getting the whole product you fucking said that we were getting it!" I yelled into the phone.

"I know Jason but, I don't know what happened-" I hung up the phone before I could hear anymore of his stupid crap.

"What's going on?" Za asked. "We lost the shipments." I muttered running my hand against the back of my neck. This wouldn't have happened if I wasn't so focus on the senior year of high school than what I have moved from Canada to do, be in my gang. But all of this is making me stressed physically and mentally.

"Jason we can't be going on like this, we are going to be the biggest flop of America if you don't stop being the popular boy in school and be a gang leader."