Alphas Toy

Part 26

I sat on the bed for hours not knowing what to do. Christopher said that should rest because I was supposedly exhausted but from what? I feel like all I ever do is nap, sleep and rest. Whilst that is pretty much the ideal thing to do for a lazy gal like me, it's beginning to make me feel depressed about life. Like I have nothing productive to do in life apart from shut myself out. And personally that's a sad way of looking at life.

Yes Christopher did rip me away from my life and happiness but I can't give him the satisfaction by heeding all his demands.

That's how I just started thinking about how messed up my life is at thr moment. I was sitting at the window sill with my knees tucked up against my chest and my chin rested above my knees. The cure outside was quite daunting yet serene. The way the trees framed the house and the clear evening sky enveloped the distant forest almost looked fiction like. The forest looked like it went forever, eliminating all forms of escape.

Would I really be trapped here with Christopher forever? I mean he did let me see my siblings but was this supposed to be my life now. I don't think I would even be returning back to my life at England, it seems like a thing of the past. My old naive self seemed to be really appealing at the moment. I want to sit at home with my family whilst I watch Disney movies and just stress about all the studying I gotta do. But instead I'm trapped here. With Christopher and whatever the hell he is. I don't even have any clear answers. And I'm not happy.

I realised my eyes began to moisten in wetness, I must have been crying. I quickly wiped the tears with the back of my hand so I could eliminate all signs of crying. The last thing I need is for Christopher to see me cry, like he didn't have enough against me. I inhaled deeply to get rid of the empty dark feelings inside as I mindlessly stared at the sky.

I heard the door open and without doubt, I knew it was Christopher who had arrived. I ignored him, not really wanting to do anything with him. I heard him take a few steps closer to me but I continued to ignore him.

"Isabella" he reached out lowly, trying to gain my attention.

I slighted turned my body towards him in response but I didn't look at him. I felt kind of repulsed by him at the moment. All he ever does is play mind games with me, lie to me or just leave me all confused.

"Get ready. We have to go out with Damon so he can get to know you" he said monotone.

The nerve of him. He leaves me in the dark. He doesn't explain the whole mate thing and violet eyes and now he expects me to go out with his brother. To do what? Get to know him so he can pull this whole lie off. Not today, buddy. Today is not the day. I remain quiet, unmoving because I didn't trust what I might say.

"Hello. Did you hear me? Get ready" he said, slightly more annoyed since I wasn't responding. How does it feel now when someone doesn't acknowledge your existence.

"Isabella, I need to pull this bullshit off. So get the hell ready" he said bossily, his annoyance more on show now.

"No" I said simply as I continued to mindlessly look out the window.

He stopped in his tracks "Excuse me?"

"I said no" I repeated as I rolled my eyes, slightly annoyed as to why I had to repeat myself. He clearly wasn't human so why doesn't he use that to his advantage. Idiot.

"Well to be frank, you don't have a choice. So get ready" he said in a dumbfounded tone, almost like he was surprised at my defiance.