The Story of Me

Im Not Being Harsh

If another person say I'm being too harsh because if what I said about joey... You're starting to change my mind... But I'm sticking to my plan the best I can.
I just trying to protect myself... Because unlike other people I can't take another heart break from my "best friend"
I learn my lesson after the first time not the fourth time...

Yeah i get it, he was my best friend and I told him everything and we go back to like 5th grade.
And if you want me to be honest, I will miss his stupid short jokes. I will him trying to speak Spanish to me and me laughing how dumb he sounded. I will miss talking to him everyday. I will miss telling him how I felt that day... I will miss the i love you's. I will miss the hugs, the kisses, holding handing, and cuddling. I will miss the i miss you's and how was your day's.
And most of all I'll miss our friendship.

But I also remember that our relationship wasn't all peaches and roses. We argued quite a bit the last couple of weeks before we broke up. And It was over the stupidest shit. And there was almost no affection just kissing. The day we broke up we fought again... He refused to hand my hand, and hug me, and kiss me... I cried my fucking eyes out. Then I go home and he breaks up with me...

Even though he said that he said still wanted to be best friends and that he didn't see me as girlfriend anymore... He didn't want me to be his friend and I knew that...
He thought I was an annoying piece of shit girlfriend. I guess I wasn't the girl he was looking for... I guess he likes assholes and girls didn't care about him for girlfriends. But to his surprise I actually gave a shit about him... I like to buy him things, draw things for him, And gave him little notes that said how much i loved him and how happy I was with him.
But all that didn't matter him liked someone else and he didn't care about me.

So please don't say I'm being harsh...