The Story of Me

FUCK BEING SICK MAN

Yo today I woke up sick and its the fucking worst man... And medicine isn't fucking working font that isn't a surprise... Medicine never fucking works...

And I still had to go to work like what the fuck.....

Okay but after work I went to Staples and the were playing Sugar, We're Goin Down
I started freaking singing in the middle of the store like "Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week" I wasn't being discreet about it. it was kinda fun.

Did I ever talk about Panic! At The Disco's new album... Because its fucking GODLY. Like Bredon Urie you are one blessed human being... And Golden Days. Holy fuck I love that song.
'I found a pile of Polaroids
In the crates of a record shop
They were sexy, sexy looking back
From a night that time forgot
Mhmm

Boy he was something debonair in 1979
And she had Farrah Fawcett hair
Carafes of blood red wine
Mhmm"
I can sing that song everyday.

Oh and there's this one song no matter what time of year is it and no matter I listen to it, IT NEVER GETS OLD, ITS FUCKING PHENOMENAL.
Its called This Christmas (I'll burn it to the ground) and sometimes when I listen to it, I like to imagine myself singing it to some of the people I hate most... Kinda Like, I have them all strapped down into seats and sing this part to them. ( Disclaimer: this isn't toward anyone in particular. but you know what they say, if the shoe fits, wear it. And well haha that sucks for you)

"Oh, make fun of me, will you?!
Well, I'll show you what true misery feels like!
You see, as my idol once said,
Everything burns!
Hey, everyone! Look outside your window! I have a surprise for you!

Imagine this,
One thousand gifts,
and sixteen trees
all lay in a heap in a cul-de-sac
I strike my match, and I blaze the trail of gasoline"

Or this part.

"Christmas lights alive, lighting up the night
Meanwhile I'm inside my room, conniving through the cheer and laughter that resumes

Tonight's the night, I have to do it right now
So, I will strike when all's asleep
And creep, sneaking through your chimney
Saint Nick is gone for now

Up on the housetop, gifts are mine!
Kiss your Christmas tree goodbye!

Because...

This Christmas I'll burn it to the ground!
This Christmas Santa's skipping town!
This Christmas everything will change, when they see the flames,
This Christmas day!"

Either way id be happy... And yes I'm fucked up it the head but since when did I care... Even more of a reason for people not to fuck with me hahaha.

On a lighter note, I've watched What's Eating Gilbert Grape for the first time... Damn that movie gave me feels that I've never felt before. Other than that it was a great movie...

Kisses,
xHEREx